🌈 for evie
Growing up, Evie had always told herself that she would never fall in love, it was something that only weak-minded people could possibly do. Her goal in life was to become a top death eater, not start dating, get married and settle down. It was never in her interest, and she swore it would never happen. However, there were many things younger Evie could never believe have happened up to now. Evie had become closer with some of the death eaters since graduating from Hogwarts, especially now that she didn’t have classes and such to worry about. However, after some events took place, she decided to make a hard decision and take a break from magic to travel to Sweden. While she thought the trip would be short and she didn’t have much faith in herself to last the couple weeks she had planned, she was so far from right. Not only did the trip last much longer than a couple weeks, it opened her mind about many things. Returning home from Sweden, Evie felt different, she felt more relaxed and it changed many ideas for her. It was slow change, but she allowed herself to be more open about her feelings, about a lot of things. It was weird, getting back into the swing of things of being a death eater, meeting back up with the friends she had met before her trip. That, and the new issue that arose, an old face she felt like she hadn't seen in years. Being close in age, the two were paired up a lot, though she was sure it was only because Evie’s father didn’t know of her secret quite yet. If he had, he would have tried having a say in the people Evie was paired with, though if he knew, she would have probably been disowned by him first. With a new open mind, and the time Evie was spending with her, she caught herself having feelings, ones she had once refused to let catch her off guard. At first, Evie was clueless as to what was happening, but it didn’t take her long to finally catch on. She was falling for her. It was planted in her mind to just push the feelings away, pretend they didn’t exist and soon, they wouldn’t. However, she didn’t allow that this time, she didn’t want to slowly slip back into her old emotionless self. Though, don’t believe she came out and said it just like that. She’d only been back from Spain for a few weeks, whose to say this wasn’t just her missing old times? Evie never let her feelings for her die, in fact, she could feel them growing stronger over short periods of time. It was risky though, to try and come out and say it, not only because she was for once scared of rejection, but because she was afraid of what it could mean. If the other death eaters found out? If her father found out? Then that’s when it hit her, all this time, all through her teen years, she had been telling herself falling in love was for the weak, when really it wasn’t. Hiding her feelings, letting it all consume her, that’s what made her feel weak. Finally, she came out and admitted her feelings. After all the time the two had spent together recently, she did finally say it. Then it happened, what Evie thought would turn into a nightmare, actually turned into some of the best moments of her life. It felt so unreal, much like a dream, when she had learned the feelings were returned. Evie had never really knew was love was, it was foreign to her, but every moment the two spent together as a couple, She realized, This was love.
She knew they were meant to be, she had finally let herself show her feelings and everything felt so perfect. From their first date to them moving in together, to the night of the proposal, to- well, not all good things last forever.
