#evelien talks

[nobodys-saviour]

Wait, how does that post trigger? The one with Jeremiah?

i'm honestly unsure how to answer this because i opened the game and shen xinghui immediately posted something on moments, so i really don't know what triggered it. however them posting isn't really that surprising, but i immediately got a notif? and i checked it bc yk maybe sxh replied! but no it was qiu noah. he liked. and commented.

[nobodys-saviour]

you know, in the same vein my friend told me i hold our friend group together (that i'm the anchor and the bridge) i actually am also the one who destroy things.

and i think of another friend, of her, not all the time, not anymore, but i miss her so very much. and i see her sometimes pop up in my list of friends, and i think, maybe i should reach out... but i still feel so guilty about what i did to her and she's probably happier without me. definitely happier without me.

what even am i going to say to her? hi, it's me, the person you've loved and cared for a long time ago; the person who didn't love you quite right. are you alright? are you doing well?

we planned trips together, her and I. she promised to drive me around and go to the places i've always been interested in, and sometimes i wonder if she thinks of me the same way i do her and i shake my head. it's better if she doesn't think of me at all.

but i love her, still. i wasn't very good at showing it, but i love her, and i wish her the best.

[nobodys-saviour]

I thought Glitch Xavier was just a fandom thing 😭 where did we get him? I haven't seen much of xaviers' stories, so I honestly have no idea idea of most things about him except that he's insanely horny 24/7 apparently

oh it IS a fandom thing! that's why it's a bonus in the choices... but it's so prevalent it's everywhere (weibo, xiaohongshu, x, tumblr— you name it, he's there) though i suppose he's not called glitch everywhere....

sjansns honestly all you need to know about sxh is he's totes toeing the line of your typical yandere. like he's there, almost, but he's just nice and has at least one other friend that he can rely on so he's not like. downright fully obsessed with MC. he's yanDERE ykwim. sxh would have been a complete mess without qiu noah by his side and that is a fact

[nobodys-saviour]

The jury would like to know who you RP'd

a lot. like a lot, lot. but most of them were OCs... that is to say, i used to join a lot of those rp groups. the ones with the plots and character bios and the wanted roles etc etc. i enjoyed reading the bios, find one i click with, and handpick a faceclaim after that.

i must have been cursed though, because a week or so after i joined, the group will die... 💀 this happened most of the time

[nobodys-saviour]

when u get this u have to answer with 5 things u like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite mutuals (non-negotiable, positivity is cool!) Xx

this is the most difficult ask i've gotten. as i'm pretty self-deprecating but. here i go

recently, a friend of mine has said that i am the anchor of our friend group, the one that holds our group together! as someone who always thought of myself as an “outsider” it touched me. i like being wanted 🙈

most of my friends really look to me when the english language is concerned! they really trust that i know things—it's both been a positive and a negative, but i do like it

friends said i looked cute in a photo of me. :)

i'm passionate about the things i like !!!

my hands 🤲

[nobodys-saviour]

not Catholic but i just did the sign of the cross absentmindedly...

[nobodys-saviour]

i think i've said this story before but i'll say it again. i used to have a crush on this guy on a class i used to have and we only ever meet that class once a week. so i always made sure i had candy with me. i was candy girl to him for most of our semester and i might have spoiled him a bit too much because one time i didn't bring candy he was actually shocked.

anyway. just remembered him because of zayne lol.

[nobodys-saviour]

also they finally resolved the issue of skywalk university vs skyhaven university by definitively saying it's skyhaven in the new side story. thank you devs 🥰