You see, my problem is that I just...never like how my art looks when polished. Specifically, when I actually start to render it. I have a shit ton of sketches, at least 30 sketchbooks worth of them, but 99% will never be cleaned, and 0.01% of them will ever be colored, and 0.0005% will ever be finished pieces. But...I feel like art that isn't polished shouldn't be posted so I end up not posting anything. Damnit
It takes a ridiculous amount of me fighting self doubt for me to even pull out my fucking drawing tablet. But. This is my brother's Christmas gift so, fucking hell, I'm gonna try my damn best to do this. I'm constantly fighting every urge to stop to do it but our exchange gift is tomorrow so God Fucking Speed to Me I guess.