#even with fighting

[unnamed-bear]

beating the shit out of me and then rubbing tgel into the bruises>>>

with every punch and kick comes a degrading comment about how I need to work out more, I should carry myself higher, be more dominant

digging into the already purpling bruises with gloved, gelled hands, ignoring me when I start to cry because "this will fix you right up, make you into exactly the man you're meant to be"

and then we make out sloppy style and go to bed