location: midsummer party
time: evening
status: closed to @tourmalinecrown
It felt strange, this reveling amidst the death and chaos that seemed to have been the last few months. Granted, if every time someone’s blood was spilled a gathering was cancelled, there’d scarce be any gatherings at all. Death and the fae had always been close bedfellows. The only difference now was that death had become an enemy rather than a friend. Don’t mistake her, Nathair understood the importance of such an event. Even during the nastiest of wars, it was important to observe certain longheld traditions. Without some semblance of hope for tomorrow, blood and chaos could swiftly turn to hysteria and madness. As much as she detested these soirees, she knew their merit. That still didn’t mean she had to particularly enjoy them though....
She was doing exactly what she shouldn’t be doing at a time like this given her position in the court- sitting alone in the corner, nursing a pint of ale as if it’d done something to offend her. She should be out in the crowd, getting a feel for everyone’s mood, observing who was there- and more importantly who wasn’t. If he was here, he’d certainly make her do so, she thought to herself before quickly shaking the notion from her head. She hated that her thoughts always went to him during gatherings like these, when his presence once served as a security blanket from the overwhelming nature of a crowded affair.
It is in that moment, perhaps serendipitously, that her gaze fell on the familiar shock of dark hair. He hadn’t seen her, or at least she hadn’t thought so, and if she was smart she would have left it at that. Instead she chose to use an old trick of her’s whenever she needed his attention discreetly. Turning her attention towards a nearby blackthorn bush, she whispers something in Gaelic under her breath. Moments later a bright red ladybird beetle crawls out from the dark recesses of leaves, and rests itself atop her index finger. After another quiet mumble of words quickly lost to the breeze, the beetle is off, zooming left and right through the crowd and towards its intended destination atop the old mentor’s hand. As she watches carefully a feeling of unease churns in her stomach. It was risky trying to meet with so many eyes about, but it was a risk she was willing to take for just a brief moment of familiarity in a life that’d grown so unfamiliar as of late.












