One of my least favorite things about not remembering most of what's happened in my life (especially the bad stuff) is that whenever I encounter something that brushes up against a bad memory but doesn't cause me to remember what that bad memory is, I just kind of have to guess at why I'm reacting this way to something perfectly ordinary. Like yeah this cologne smells nice. Not sure why my body's half freaking out over it, tho. Anyone else in front want to play detective?












