@evershiftingmuse ;; from here.
Daenerys had not slept a wink – and it showed.
Surrounded by tall walls of solid purple marble, she sat like a queen upon the simple ebony bench that she’d chosen to replace the harpy-shaped throne of the previous rulers. Fingers clasped atop her lap, fidgeting, waiting. Since when just sitting still had become such a challenging thing? Next to her stood Grey Worm, with his hands behind his back in military fashion, giving her the latest report on the casualties of the sack of Mereen.
She had to battle her impatience. Deep down, the thought that it should have been her leading the charge through the gates still nagged her – and the soldier’s diligent, dutiful account was a painful reminder that she should have witnessed it firsthand. Still, Dany listened with utmost attention. This was her duty now: to be calm and reasonable in the dealings of the crown, to measure what problems she would have to solve in the aftermath of her conquest and to consider the best ways to do that.
That was why her first reaction to the sound of opening doors interrupting their conversation was to draw in a long, irritated breath.
Until she recognized him from across the hall. Dany stared at Jorah, wide-eyed with disbelief. She hadn’t heard from him since he went on his mission-punishment. She knew he had succeeded, of course. That much was clear since the slaves had been released from the fighting pit, and yet… Either through death or free will, it had never occurred to her that he would return to her.
Not after what Ser Barristan had revealed to her.
“You had more than one reason not to come back”, she reminded him, sharp and cold. He was hurt, she noticed. Daenerys clenched her jaw, fighting whatever sense of sympathy the sight might have made her feel. Looking away, she curled her fingers above the bench.
Remember what he did to you, she told herself. Remember what he did to your unborn child.
Grey Worm reached for the blade at his hip, but Dany stopped him with a gesture. Gulping, she lifted her chin, watching him from her high seat. “Do you think it’s wise to return here?”, she asked through gritted teeth. “After what I’ve learned of your past?”