To the point that I'm about to break again. I can't handle everyone's bullshit, I can't handle everyone's mess. I'm already doing all of the bills, the grocery shopping, I have worked everyday except for Sunday for the past 8 months straight...this vacation was supposed to relax me but it's just making me more riled up. When I see that shit isn't getting done just out of pure laziness it really pisses me off. Like, why do I have to clean up after you? I'm not your mom I don't have that responsibility. I also shouldn't have to live in filth...I know you all hate it when I tell you to do things but I have tried being a subtle as possible. I've tried even doing what you guys told me to do and I made a chore chart so you guys would "be reminded" You walk past it everyday...like last week the floor was supposed to be swept and washed...you lied straight to my face and told me you did it when the broom was behind the vacuum that was behind the gate that I set there three weeks ago. Obviously you lied. You were supposed to clean the kitchen Monday, guess what I had to fucking do Because it got to the point where you couldn't see the counter. I don't understand why you won't just help. You literally just sleep and watch tv all day long..I've learned that from this vacation. It would take you 20 minutes of your tv time to take a shit ton of stress off of us. But the repeat episode of Looney tunes is much more important. I get that it's not fun shit to do I mean who wants to dust or scrub a toilet or wipe a counter? But when I live with two other people the effort should be split equally, not this bullshit of "oh I'll leave it until next week they won't notice and then it'll be their turn anyways." Its not fair. Like I said I'm not your mom I shouldn't have to clean up after you. You live in this house the same amount as everyone else you need to fucking help just as much as everyone else. And right now you literally do zero. And then of course if I say anything about it I'm labeled the Bitch. You are literally passive aggressively bullying me into being a live in maid and that is bullshit. And you, reading this, this is my one place where I get to vent. What is said on tumblr should stay here so I would appreciate it if you didn't say anything. Unless it's along the lines of "hey why don't you help out once. Ever. " I can't do everything for everyone and get treated like shit in the process, it doesn't work that way.