Aug 4, 2017
im watching a video of an mcr performance and im currently older than frank was that night and this is the first time this has ever happened to me, ive always been so much younger than every incarnation of them ive been presented with and now im not and its Terrible
#im being presented with so much nonsense#My Mortality#Their Mortality#Everyone else's mortality#the fact that i am aging and will continue to age and will never ever stop aging#the fact that they are also aging and will continue to age#the fact that they and everyone else in the world is aging#and everyone who is older than me has been my age or younger#the fact that theyve lived relatively huge amounts of time since they were my age#genuine real amounts of actual time#the fact that everyone has a huge life entirely outside anything i could ever be exposed to#this is so fucked up#personal