Dec 26, 2018
god... this is so real i’m
#today we learn a new term kids#toxic shame#the whole video is just me through and through#everything applies#and hurtds#@ that secret part#so real as well#what happened to me wasn’t some terrible thing i did it was... just what it was.. and it may happen to anyone#and it does#it was higly traumatic#but i still can’t overcome it#its about death of someone close to me#but still i cant open up cant shake off the feeling that i would be shamed for it somehow that somehow that would change people’s percepti#ons of me for the worst#and im never enough man i can bever be#i hide all the time#i isolate myself#and i miss out so much#on so many great people and opportunities#but i just can’t#i can’t
