#evilliouschroniclesfictive

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Really tempted to make a Discord server for Evillious Chronicles kins/fictives.

It'd be doubles friendly for sure (only BC I dislike excluding people;;;)

Who'd be interested?

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I only front sometimes now because I'm usually in the inner world with my sister, but I just wanted to say a few things.

I only wanted to save my sister. I never asked to bear the burden of saving the world. I'm fine living knowing that's selfish, but I never asked to be 14 having to fix the mess people playing gods/being gods created.

I love you Gallerian. Of my father figures in our canon you were the only one who actually tried to love and understand me for who I was. You treated me as a person and treated Riliane as a person when no one else would. Being trapped in the time loops of our life was horrible, but I'm glad you were there with us. I love you dad.

I'm not ashamed of who I am. I'm not ashamed of having served my sister. I would do it again. Forgive me if that's evil, but I suppose when you are the Servant of Evil that's to be expected.

-Allen Avadonia (fictive) #🌙✨❄️

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"Dear" elluka:

Random things in this life keep reminding me of you, it's weird. Like, songs, other characters, people irl and stuff. And i don't want them to because i don't like thinking about how i feel about you now. I'm not able to hate and be compassionless nearly as easily now. Which i guess makes sense because it's not as if this brain is going to spontaneously develop the 1000 neuroses i had in source just because i spawned in it, it's more likely it would affect me instead anyway. (We are actually very scared of things like harm, death, etc. now, which i do think is stupid but i can't exactly make it not happen you know.) I keep wanting to know what you were doing/feeling in source then feeling gross about it and like i'm betraying myself. Because if i think things like that now then what was any of this even for. But don't get your hopes up, i also can't get myself to like you at all either.

I don't know why i'm "addressing" this to you when you likely won't even read this, because no one in this world gives a shit about you so no one would ever kin/introject/be you. I just feel like i want you to know it?? Maybe because you were the one i hid most of my true self with, but i won't face any consequences even if you hate me for this now. From what i know about you i think you were hiding a lot too. I hope you at least became less nice over time.

I may actually be happy that you weren't the one who ruined my life, it's always felt weird thinking of us as "both having hurt each other". Now i can be the pure evil one and you the pure good, would you look at that isn't that nice.

- Totally official legal government ID is irina clockworker fictive from evillious chronicles

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i miss my mom

-nemesis sudou fictive , evillious chronicles

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I still feel really bad about how I treated my kids even now and I know I can't go back so it's stupid to be upset but I still am. Even if I wanted to apologize none of them would even want to speak to me at all. I'm sure I've spoken about this before and it's a useless apology that will go nowhere that no one will see but I'm sorry Gallerian. I'm sorry Nemesis. I know I had to do some of the things I did to survive but I still didn't need to treat you like that... it's unforgivable. These apologies will mean nothing to you I'm sure, actions speak louder than words after all. It's pathetic for me to be like this after all this time isn't it. Even so, I'm still sorry. Even if you won't read this. Even though you won't forgive me. Not that I can blame you. I wish I could go back and fix things before I did them.

-MA, (#fictive, Evillious Chronicles)

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i miss you, my prince

- eve moonlit fictive, evillious chronicles

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i’m starting to wish i could sink into the same, safe dreams i used to, instead of having to face reality like this.

my prince, where did you run off to?

- eve moonlit / margarita blankenheim fictive , evillious chronicles

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havent submitted in a while but wtvr

canon death count

hoo boy quite a few. my brother, my father, his wife and the whole mansion staff. also basically the whole glassred mansion staff. whoopsie. i got a little silly. thats what happens when you have the demon of lust chewing on your frontal lobe😔

-cherubim venomania(evillious chronicles fictive)(#🍓)

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