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her faith had been faltering -- this was so unlike dana scully. she was always somebody who had the faith inside her, even when she was not a true believer like fox mulder. she always had faith and would use her religion to hold onto the things dear to her.
however, right now, she found herself suffering. she had been a mother -- now she was nothing, now she didn't know who she was anymore, and she didn't know if she would be anybody again. she and mulder had been staying together, because she felt like she couldn't handle the pain that she had running through her veins; she knew he was worried.
'you know you don't have to worry about me mulder, i can take care of myself.' she said her hues looking at mulder, blue hues eyeing him as she sighed under her breath. she felt like maybe she was pushing too hard and trying too hard, but she knew that she would never stop trying to be the person she had been before -- the person who had faith.