#evrask

[yiuliel]

back when i was in the da fandom one of my favourite ideas for sebhawke was apartment aus and the best one was the "my neighbours alarm clock goes off at 4 am i cant sleep" bc lets be real here garrett would sleep until noon every day if he could and then this asshole moves in and keeps waking him up at 4

:DDD THATS THE STUFF I WANNA READ ABOUT! HAHAHAnd Garett would one day trying to ask Sebastian about this. And when he opens the door for the first time Hawke cant believe what he sees. Such a beautiful man and when he tells him the problem sebastian is all pure and innocent saying “Im so sorry I am waking you up with it but I have to go to work”If Seb is a bit passive aggressive maybe “(...) but i have to go to work, unless others”And i like to think garrett is all like “I want to see this pure creature being spoiled and dirty 0:<”

[yiuliel]

Dear person I had a crush on,

Dear person i had a crush on,

I think i never had such a strange crush like on you, i knew you since the 5th grade, and you always were a cool person. But i never…never rly expected that we get somehow close. that we can call each other friends. After high school i get to know you better, i realised my crush from high school deepened but the problem is i can not give you as much time as i would like to. I dont know if you…..have something like a crush on me perhaps, i will never know but there are some things i cant agree with you and my feelings grew and died out over the last 2 years. Im still thinking “if i wouldve been together with someone, i wouldve chosen you” But not with the things you did in the past. They are heavy and not something i can easily forget or forgive. I hope you become happy you deserve it. 

[yiuliel]

Dear future me,

Dear future me, 

i really hope, really really hope you get the job you wanted and what you are working for right now. Times can be rough but just stay calm. I dont know how the future will look like but i hope you learned not to think to much about the opinion your family got about you, that you still work hard for what you love to do and not ruin yourself with sad thoughts or doubts. I also hope that you finally move out because damn we need an own apartement asap >:C 

[yiuliel]

the nightmare thing where everything feels real but isnt is because your body is asleep but your brain awake. its like a failed lucid dream. there are some things you can do to try and avoid that ( sleeping in different position, etc). if it happens again try slowly moving your fingers or feet and working up from that

This is important news !!!! I will try that YO :O Thank you so much i hope it helps, i hope i will remind myself when the time comes this is rly cool! Ty O:

[yiuliel]

If that is what nightmares feel like, I've never had a nightmare o:

Well i dont recommend it to anybody but yeah drowning isnt the most pleasant feeling…Or sometimes i dont know why, i “fall asleep” but i think i am still awake? And most of those kind of dreams i see big big spiders and i cant kill them and im just scaredbut then i wake up and im confused what was reral what note what happened, why and so on

I hate this :C because i dont know if there are spiders or not >:C

[yiuliel]

Nightmare scenario: You wake up tied to your bed on both hands and feet and you really have to take a shit, but you're home alone

euuwwwwh :s thats gross but not scary