"Stop hitting people. Stop screaming at people." I literally wanted to yell at you earlier. Can't you fucking see I'm trying my best? Like, what the fuck? Is my best not good enough for you? If you see this, I know what you'd say, "That's still not a reason to be angry at people all the time." I. KNOW. THAT. Do you think that I am that oblivious of my actions? You don't and wouldn't understand why I'm always angry. For fuck's sake, I can't even tell anyone why. Only 3 people seem to understand why and I haven't even told them. Are my feelings seriously not fucking valid to you? Is that seriously how low you think of me? I know I'm a shitty person. You don't have to fucking remind me over and over again. I'm ready to give up on myself, I really am. It seems like no matter how hard I try to be the best person I can be, it will never be good enough. Please forgive me. I'm broken. I don't know how to fix myself.
