pinakamasipag na tamad
i can't believe i lived past 17. I can't believe im closer to finding a job than being back in junior high. my lazy ass ideally wants to be hayahay and do nothing, but reality says hayahay is not really something i can afford, at least not yet. i dont know it still feels weird na a few years from now, im going to live a completely different life. im not sure what type of life ill be living, pero alam ko na magiging alipin lang din ako ng salapi!!!!!!!!! as the eldest daughter--- eme. i actually DO NOT want the conversation to go there. di ko na rin talaga alam anong gagawin sa buhay. ang tamad tamad ko pero lagi ko pa rin naman ginagawa mga pinagrereklamo kong gagawin sa buhay. half-assed nga lang most of the time. i dont know if thats a good thing, but for now, i think it is. rather than not doing anything at all, i think sometimes its okay to do things half-assed as long as it keeps you moving. siguro babagal nga lang takbo mo, pero at least di ka stuck. ewan ko, excuse ko na naman ata to kasi pinanghihinaan na naman ako ng loob sa midterm project na to. ayoko siyang gawin pero gagawin ko pa rin naman talaga. fake idgafer ako eh, bakit ba.
