#exbesties

[haelunara]

If you didn't matter to me ,I would never complain of how cold and distant we became now.

[haelunara]

We were best friends right,

Now we know nothing about each other's life.

[tattooalli]

Me + Taylor (2016)

[winterbluvixen]

Chapter 11

You held me , 

i put you inside my chest, and left away all the doubt at that moment ,

you scent was on my shoulders reaching my neck, Oh how divine.. 

you’ve always had that stare in your eyes,

that precious god given moment,

i wanted to kiss you and tell you i loved you more than anything in the world, 

that moment, 

was the last moment to hold you , i stay nostalgic about you in ways, 

‘‘ don’t act like the victim , like i broke you ‘‘ you said.

Did you not think once ? 

at the fact that before i knew a soul i knew you , our walks, our talks, our intimate moments the pain the cries, 

the way i loved you was far more than a friend, you we are the part of my soul i admired, i found peace and solidarity in you alone.

had you ever considered? 

that the pain that great deal of lifeless heartache, the dismantled veins in me .. that breakage was big enough? 

the loss over you? .. 

that took the soul right out of me it tore me in two. 

you misunderstood my clarity and peace or pure intentions for breaking you. 

you placed her in me. 

and imprisoned my heart with her punishment.

why? 

All i did was care for you .. 

i didn’t give a speech. 

it wasn’t a speech. 

It took everything in me to speak my heart. 

and tell you how you made me feel the only rational way of explaining.

All you did was act like the people you were disgusted by.

And that was the fatal bruise of all. The one person i was proud to look at and affiliate my self with. 

Struck me ? 

Did you forget all those nights you promised me things.. 

the confusion i pretended not to feel every time you fell of the wagon and i was there to catch you in my web of love.. and strength..

i kept going i supported .. 

i put my burns aside and walked through the fire.. 

and eventually i Became it.

You scorned me.

-ImissyouButyouKilledmeOfflikeDEADweight. . i am a person. i am a Good soul.

-Sincerely a  Shattered Soul-

[dgandreed]

EX BESTFRIENDS | BEAUTIFUL LIKE ME | EP. 1 (SIMS 4 SERIES)

[alexa-501]

See unlike you I take words and actions into account. See unlike you I keep it in my mind. See unlike you I put it towards making myself better. See unlike you I have friends who are right there for me picking me up. See unlike you. I’m better. I’m stronger. Was always there. Because See unlike you; I have a heart and it keeps me strong daily.

[showgalspodcast-blog]

Back From Japan and back to our same old shenanigans.