i desperately need to change my personality. this is not some self deprecating #relatable post, this is a practical concern and something needs to be done. i dont do anything im meant to even if i want to, even if i plan to, and it has to change. the number of things ive HAD to do, even if they were just the bare minimum, and instead i just sat in this stupid wheelie chair doing god knows, its an absolute joke.














