#except it's shit

[sacredhollows]

1 august 2015

today I’m just really mad at you and yesterday I love you and tomorrow I’m in love with you because I hate that I love you and hate that I hate myself because I love you because I don’t want to but I do

and what am I supposed to do about the fact that you’re the person I want to see more than any other and I hate that you’re holding me here keeping me from considering leaving this place -- which is what I need to do to be free of you -- because I know you won’t come with me

and isn’t it funny how all the things I said before I met you mean fuck all now you’re here? (no)

[sarkata]

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Turn to page 36, but keep a thumb firmly in current page in case your adventure ends unsatisfactorily as a result of your decision. If so, revert to current page and turn to page 12. If both options disappointing, immediately close and burn book.

Page 36 has been rendered unreadable - someone has spilt coffee all over it, which was really quite inconsiderate of them. They also mentioned something about this "being a good way to ease back into whole days". The seminar on page 12 that requires a six o'clock wake up and enforced peer bonding exercises is now the only option.

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Sidenote: As a kid, I was always so determined to read every possible outcome of the book that I'd attempt to track six stories at once before it got overwhelming. Then again, I'm also the person who does quizzes in magazines and answers according to the result I want. I don't like thinking that a book or a magazine knows more about me than I do.