not an absence, a ghost you can’t see. empty, cracked roads, dust inhabiting apartment blocks and the stench of rotten flesh. roads marked and marred with tire tracks from fleeing people and cracked windows with thick vines consuming the buildings. everyone’s got a bone to pick, born to an earth littered with empires that believed they were eternal. their city was immortal, made of iron pillars and spanning larger than any before but when it came down to it: they were just as flimsy as the rest. boots drag, bloodied lip and it blossoms, swollen and matching the thick bruise around her eye. it was like a vice, thick marks curled around her neck & a hand twisted around it, fingers dug into the wound; trying to keep it as close to closed as possible.
the world has become cataclysmic; pounding hearts and she leaves markings of slick blood on the glass door. the guidelines to the o.r. room and rubble crunches under her feet; the hollow & empty feeling of the hospital surrounding her. she’s been running from quebec for a while now, slugging her way through into hopeful farming territory — illinois or missouri, being her first thought. one of the dogs whines behind her, the crossbow held in her spare hand being dragged up. she’s not in the position to fight.
she has become extinction, dragged her own beaten corpse through the hallways. solitude is her home, it always has been; even before all of this. the dark, the hidden, the underside of the visible. she has withdrawn, evaded of real touch and both the city & her, disembodied. she’s propped on an old o.r. bed, 12 cirkel needle, half her neck sutured back up with her spare hand still wrapped around the crossbow and half a bottle of old whiskey dumped on the claw marks when the dogs begin to make noise again. option one, another human. option two, the undead. either way, she’s fucked.
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❛❛ back up buddy! i found this place first.. ❜❜ she’s almost tempted to say i clearly need it more than you but he’s probably seen the wound by now. alone, vulnerable, unprotected. static and silence, chest tightening & the crossbow pointed directly to his head. fbi dropout who never missed a shot. ❛❛ so could you kindly fuck off.. ❜❜
apocalypse au; @exemplari









