So I've been rubbish at posting of late. The baby has been teething, and quite frankly has not been quite right since the stomach bug. He's needy and clingy, and I barely have time to do anything. How do people do it all?!
We were due to go to a baptism yesterday, but he was so miserable (and had what we think was a heat rash) that the thought of having to take him to a Church on my own made me want to blow my brains out!!
My mum keeps telling me that I'm a great mother, but I don't always feel it. Some days I can't help feeling like Lily from How I Met Your Mother "Sometimes I wish I wasn't a mom. Sometimes I wanna pack a bag and leave in the middle of the night and not come back." But I would never really want to be without him. I love my boy so much!! Maybe it's just the depression talking...