Apr 3
thinking abt once-personhood. freeing yourself from a societal obligation built to simultaneously deny you from its fulfilment and punish you for not trying harder. building a brain and body that grows through the cracks of all “concrete” bounds and binaries and breaches all containment. exhumanizing til nothing but beast is left standing, singing and signing wilderness returned with every vibration of its entity. does this mean anything
#beasthood#transspecies#nonhuman#physically nonhuman#clinical zoanthropy#exhumanization#personhood variance#i do experience ‘personhood variance’ as i taken to calling it#but most times it’s just this miserable and purgatorial and empty thing#that happens when i have random eps of incomprehensible implacable emotions#yay trauma#idk if i could personally find it reclaimable to me#this was just comforting to speculate#but i would at least like to not feel unnecessarily scared out my mind#abt people seeing me in nonperson modeand trying to pull something on me w that#rb#coda wufs#zoanthropy