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Had a good hair day. I was feeling myself.
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Diary November 16, 2014
I realize more and more that now, when I write a text post on here its mostly, always, 90% of the time about him......oh well.
But on a serious note, Y'all?...I think I'm falling IN love with this man. And I promise you I don't want to. I'm trying to find every reason to find a way to seperate myself from him. I don't want to like him man. But everytime I see him I fall in deeper.
Ever since he's got on this christian (seven day adventist) kick I've been feeling strange. Like initially I felt like our friendship was falling apart. Everything we had in common he deemed demonic, or unholy. Like he's an EXTREMIST now. And you know, I'm open, I'm down for him finding his relationship with God, it's a GREAT thing. But I just feel like I'm more laid back with the way my christianity is set up. I like to be aware of the bible, and it's views, but I choose not to live my life verbatim to what the bible says. (That's just my PERSONAL views.) I couldn't find anything to talk about because I felt like he would look at me like I'm the devil or something.I'm still trying to find a way to talk to him outside of what attracted me to him in the beginning, honestly the only thing left is personal things, and I'm an open book, but I don't feel like he's with expressing such personal things. You know men and their not wanting to share emotions and shit.
But like the other day when I went to bible study with him, when I first got in the car I was like "you know what, this is it. I won't be coming to this bible study no more. I can't get down with these extremist seven day adventists anymore. I don't want to talk to him again after this. THIS IS IT!". As bible study went a pace, I kept up to speed with the verses we were on, and listened to HIS (the guy who leads bible study) interpretation of the bible, but after a while I was just ready to go. Every now and then I would catch him staring at me out of the side of my peripheral vision, my mind I thought "ugh, don't look at me" but my heart I'm like "I love you! I love you! I love you! Do you love me?"
By 12am, we were finally leaving bible study and although my house was the first stop on the way back from bible study, he took his cousins home first, then went back in town to take me home. I know he enjoys my presence as much as I enjoy his. On the ride home we chased the moon, and he told me stories about his adventure with one of his friends, and it was perfect. I loved every moment in that car. From listening to him talk, to the silence. Even in the silence I was just so happy to have such a beautiful man sitting next to me. He's amazing, and sometimes I wish I didn't think so highly of him. But I do, I'm falling in love with my bestfriend and it's the weirdest thing ever.
"The right relationship won't distract you from god, it will bring you closer to him" -Unknown
(Psalm 37:3-4)
My first YouTube tutorial. I really love a dark lip, and "pagan angel" will probably be my go to for the fall/winter. I followed that deep lip color with an eye makeup I thought worked. HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!
Ok. I'm done being weird. See y'all in a few months with my next spam #getit #NASA #planet #exoticwildflower