#ext talks

[milkochaa]

brain rotting so badly about timmy that I dive right back into making (coughs, wheezes) ...art? I'm actually going back to drawing??? who am I??? tims making me want to draw his stupid ass?? not even writing cld fix this problem!!?? not enough!! *collapses

[stellaestra]

Its almost 1am...

does anyone have any thoughts about skz??

hard thoughts or soft thoughts or whatever

spill the tea in my dms 🚶🏻‍♀️

I'm just. Very bored and I can't fall asleep yet??? maybe soon but like not now idk 🗿

my head empty, only that one clip of felix looking at minho with so much adoration in his eyes like he hung all the stars in the sky

you know the one...

[milkochaa]

nothing punched me harder in the stomach than struggling to communicate with a bumble match in Chinese and i kind of regret not fully embracing the language as a kid...haha the struggles of being a mixed child ♡

[milkochaa]

what's up...I came back to a dating app;; and I matched with some pretty guy (i swipe right bc wow.) and found out like that and I feel overwhelmed as hell wtf, his insta and tiktok was out there and. He's a influencer 🧍🏻‍♀️✨ I am losing my fucking mind guys what in the hell. I'm kinda shocked rn what

[milkochaa]

Y'all really about to see me crying LIVE over soobin and how handsome he is LIKE

He's so...

wow...

am I swerving...

Maybe I am :'///

[milkochaa]

I feel like a lovesick fool oh my god i was watching an old clip of hyunjin's vlive where he was reading a stay's comment "i love everything about you" and he smiled so tenderly on cam and said "...everything about me?"

i kid you not i felt my cheeks burn and started wanting to punch the wall to feel manly again or whatever the fuck JDJDJDJDJ

stupid lover boy >:"( i miss you so much, i hope you come back soon, eat well and stay healthy!!!

[milkochaa]

im still trying to write this particular jisung fic and im just head empty??? thoughts about gyu and seungmin >:(

the posts i saw of seungmin in that one particular vlive has a tight hold on me and I'm just ??!?! why

[stellaestra]

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hey, everyone!!

i’m ext, 24, i'm an office worker now.

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