#extratemporality

[detectiveruled-blog]

( @extratemporality; “ huh , but it’s not wrong. ” )

❝  Absolutely never talk to me again. ❞

[justiceslain]

“Ruler. Beast.”

[invegold-blog]

    sparks   shall   fly   like   the   FOURTH   OF   JULY   ,    so  just   take   me   to   the   OTHER   SIDE   !   

   amami   /   iruma   ship   aes.  board    -    @extratemporality    &&    @invegold​   

[moonlightbutterfly-blog1]

is this a het

[moonlightbutterfly-blog1]

🍷 hey i know this is old but

BB talks about you /// no longer accepting im too tired for these

❝ Do you really need another Beast ? But I suppose he isn’t as bad as the other alter ego we have in Chaldea. I haven’t spoken much to him, but he’s TOLERABLE.   ❞

[detectiveruled-blog]

❣ R,,,, R!!!! R!!!!!!!

( KISS MEME, KISS MEME, KISS MEME, KISS-- )

To say Beast R was happy is an understatement. He was overjoyed, excited - so many mixed emotions that caused him to get so nervous about Beast L. He always had that ‘butterflies in his stomach’ feeling around him. He really couldn’t deny his feelings for Beast anymore. When he was a Ruler, he had held himself back - but now? He didn’t have a care in the world. He wanted to be more affectionate and show him how much he adored him. Especially now that they were literally each other’s half. Left and Right.. Even if he was a Beast, he was happy.

Seeing those hot pink eyes and a smile had always made him nervous. He had hid his eyes within his hat so Beast L couldn’t see him blushing. He always teased him, which made him even more flustered about these things. 

He was going to be bold this time, he decided. His arms wrapped around Beast L in a hug. He was so warm.. Beast R never felt so safe before. He enjoyed being in his arms and not having to worry about anything. It was like he was being protected. He loved it. 

He looked up at him. Hot pink eyes meeting cyan. Beast R smiled before leaning up and kissing him. His heart was pounding now - he knew L loved him and returned his feelings. How happy the two were now that their feelings were out and in the open. Beast R had broken the kiss - too soon in his opinion - and laughed.

❝ I love you. I love you so much. ❞

[detectiveruled-blog]

" i don't understand how you think hiding in your room is-- " the voice resonating within the small space gives out an exasperated sigh. the frustration in L's tone is evident , and doesn't seem far off from being anger ( even if that was not the case. ) " these walls are only a temporary barrier around your heart. i can see you. you can see me too , can't you ? why won't you talk to me , R. i have been asking you questions , i have asked for an explanation. / answer me. / why won't you ? "

No, no. Why did he keep finding him? R couldn’t face him - not like this. Not after what he became after saving him. The class change, the.. everything change. He felt so foreign. He was the right side to Beast’s left. What was he suppose to do now? Why did Amami even want to talk to him? He as certain he’s hated. The tone in his voice is very clear to him and Saihara doesn't like it. It scares him. He doesn’t want Amami to hate him after everything that’s happened. 

He wants to cower, to find a new hiding spot. It’s obvious he’s shaking, backed into a corner trying to get away from him. He didn’t want to talk to him, he didn’t want to find out Amami hated him, he didn’t want to know Amami disliked him. After all the effort he did to bring him back because he missed and wanted him back. Why did he want to talk to him and even get explanations? There was no need for them. He became a beast after helping and wanting to bring him back.

He shook his head, wanting to get away more than anything. Head lowered, hiding his eyes from Amami’s. He was a monster now - a beast. His heart was pounding. He was scared. 

❝  Please leave me alone..❞  He whispered.

Saihara didn’t deserve to be in the same room as him. He was horrible. His self hatred was already bad enough when he was a Ruler but now? He wants to die. He wants to be struck dead and he doesn’t care by who. He doesn’t deserve anything anymore. Please, Amami. You deserve better than him. Saihara doesn’t believe he’s worth anything.

❝  I don’t.. deserve .. to see you. ❞

[detectiveruled-blog]

" why . . . why would you do something like this ? it was fine as it was. why did you do this ? " ( oh , you know ;) )

He.. what? Didn’t he understand what this was all for? As a savior, be could barely feel anything - he could hardly be there for him. How would that be fine? That was no happy ending, there was no way Amami could have been actually fine with how it happened. Saihara - who was once a ruler, was now a Beast himself. Things really had changed now.. and by a lot. Cyan eyes stared into Amami’s bright pink. 

❝  Things were NOT okay as they were and you know that, Rantarou. I wanted you back - assassin too, but.. Still. If I’m going to be going to hell because I wanted my HUSBAND to return, then so be it. ❞

He’d gladly burn for the sins he had committed - some Ruler he was suppose to be, huh? He messed it up and the world Amami had created was back. He returned a danger to humanity without a care. Amami was with him now, that’s all that mattered to him and all he had wanted.