Feb 3
why do i have to be into forcefem and turned off by what it entails. just like. magically make me a girl. no strings attached.
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why do i have to be into forcefem and turned off by what it entails. just like. magically make me a girl. no strings attached.
some thoughts.
hard work does not pay off. everything does not happen for a reason. there is no such thing as fate. or karma. everything in life is mere coincidence.
i take 18 credits. i work three jobs, seven days a week. i eat healthy and i work out every chance i get. i am far from lazy. i read, i study, i never watch tv. i try my best everyday to do every single little thing possible for everyone in my life.
and now i am playing the woe is me card. actually, i've been throwing myself a personal pity party since september. and i don't care. i am sick of shit in return. i am sick of no thank yous, no i love yous, "you are not good enough"s, or "you don't try hard enough". i am sick of looking and feeling the way i do. i just want to see something from all the things i have been doing. nothing ever seems to pay off and if there is such a thing as karma, i think i deserve a little bit better than what i am getting. i deserve so much better than what i am getting.