“~how many times must i keep it inside
i need to let go and i swear that I've tried
but opening up means trusting others
and that's just too much i don't want to bother
so i’ll keep it inside and bury it deep
i know it’s not healthy but you won’t hear a peep
though i’m always sad and i’m always lonely
i could never tell you that i’m breaking sowly~“
















