#ezrasrants

[ezrasecretlife]

Hand Holding + sunset walks + photography + hugs = dream

Or

Hand Holding + sunrise walks + photography + hugs = dream

I just want someone to do this with

[ezrasecretlife]

I just want a hug and to hold hands

I want to experience that

[ezrasecretlife]

I feel so masculine

I love days like this

Comfortable, myself and happy

I have photos but they only mean so much

Not like real life recognition or validation

[ezrasecretlife]

Rambling below

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I don’t even know where to start with the rambling, I have to much to ramble about.

My hatred for shark films are growing by each one I watch, I’ve explained this before but shark films are useless at points, I mean why are you saving the injured person when sharks can smell bl00d? SACRIFICE? SAVE YOUR SELF?

I really need a hug, like a long cozy hug, lasting hours, just cuddled into one another rambling, a film in the background, just hugging each other for ages and hours. I WANT - NEED ALL THE HUGS AND HAND HOLDING, PHYSICAL TOUCH 😍🫠

I am innocent, like I’m 19 and have no experience in relationships or anything, maybe it’s because I’m Asexual so I don’t feel sexual attraction, I’m not jumping into a relationship and I never have been, but at the same time I always wonder what a relationship would be like - the hand holding, someone I can ramble too and they can ramble to me, just feeling the aspects off a relationship for once. Anyway, I’m innocent, and I’m proud of that, just sometimes I just wish I could hug someone in a romantic way and not a familiar or platonic way.

ALSO, I’ve found out the idea of binders, they’re so helping of gender dysphoria. I found a new fashion sense - baggy jeans, shirts, hoodies, a belt, layered with jackets. I wish I could show you but I’m not ready for that (unless your a mutual)

My new interests - broadchurch (a tv show) - it’s so good, HIGHLY RECOMMEND. 10/10 if you like crime dramas I would watch it. 🙂

Anyway I’m ending the ramble here, might do another one later 💜

[ezrasecretlife]

I really need to ramble

Maybe I’ll ramble here, and use this page for once 😅

[ezrasecretlife]

This week might have been stressful

But I looked cool doing it

[ezrasecretlife]

I feel like I’m about to lose my mind

😭

Uni work sucks

[ezrasecretlife]

Hello 😆

I have returned with more ranting and questions.

Prepare yourselves or let the rambling commence 🤩