hi! how do you feel about the last part of fade?
Honestly have been feeling a lot of things about it lately, and I sadly don’t think I’ll be updating it in a bit. I hate writing that sentence as much as you probably hate reading it, because I hate disappointing you guys, but truthfully my head just isn’t in writing fic anymore. If I’m being reallllly honest, I think I’ve just grown out of the fandom. I thought going to my show would get me out of the weird way I was feeling, but it really just validated the fact that I like Harry’s music and I’m okay with whatever version he chooses to share with us, and honestly that’s kinda it. The things about him that used to excite me just don’t anymore, and speculating about his personal romantic life and his other endeavors just isn’t something I partake in anymore (and it’s totally fine for those who do! I think I’ve just grown out of the whole thing.) That mindset has really made it difficult for me to finish Fade, because I truthfully don’t enjoy writing about Harry anymore in the way that I used to. And every time I sat down to finish the last chapter, I struggled and I hated everything I was writing lol. Sorry this turned into a ramble, but I think ultimately I don’t see an upload date in sight. If this weird funk I’m in ever breaks, then perhaps. Thanks for asking, and sorry if this disappoints you