#failureatlife

[embrskye76]

So" handicap" they can't even park in one "handicap" space

[secret-spots-with-jiggly]

As I'm on the porcelain throne letting slip the dogs of war #shittingwithshakespeare I have a moment to ponder. The renderings of my brain aren't good. I'm an #abjectfailure at life. Yesterday was payday. I'm broke today. I somehow, someway have to exist, not live, not survive, but exist for 14 days on 45 bucks. I know people out there have it worse than me. And I'm alive. But when do I get to LIVE? #FAILUREATLIFE https://www.instagram.com/p/B5OA2FVgDzP/?igshid=3cbwgrbfx19j

[dunsephyo-blog]

Me in a group conversation

So I am here listening to the convo, okay whatever. OH! An idea has just popped up. Okay well, these people aren’t really my friends so.. I’ll just wait for a moment where the conversation dies a little. Okay, finally. I can say this amazing idea. I'm SO prepared! Well, Gosh! I put so much thought into this while I was waiting the 10 minutes. So I start speaking. My idea is great and everybody is looking at me sort of half listening. Then I realize… Halfway throughout the chatter that finally occurred from the silent girl, aka me. My topic is not relevant anymore. So I am just like… Okay then… “Never mind..” This idea.. Was probably the best idea I could think of because that's the only reason I would say it. I'm too worried about looking stupid, So I was already hesitant to say what I was going to say. -_-.. And I’m also over here secretly annoyed because no one cares that it was so irrelevant since I wasn’t in the conversation for the last 20 minutes, but that’s all my fault so can’t really be to angry about it… This is literally me sitting here rambling so I'm just going to end it by saying .... This is why I’m a failure at social interactions..

[jitterbugbby]

I'm terrible

On Thursday we were doing something with theme and the outsiders in reading and I was using the book to help me and I was at the part where they were talking to Cherry and I was reading it out loud & this happened when I opened my mouth

Me: *looks at "leave her alone dally."*

Me: "leave her alone daddy."

My group and me go into hysterics laughing and I'm crying from feeling so many emotions.

[bestmeansnothing]

Crying myself to sleep tonight.

[redthefieryginger]

Real Life Sucks (Rant)

So, I got a new job at a well known factory in my city and I’ve been in training for the past three weeks. This week, week 4, is my last week of training and its been 8 hours every day for five days. Now, I will work seven days in a row, 8 hours and then Monday night I will start the 12 hour shift. On top of that I keep making mistakes in my job and I’m one that breaks down into tears when I disappoint someone, especially my boss. I made one yesterday night that he might be pissed at me about. School is looking better and better. If I survive this weekend and the 12 hour start I think I’ll stay on. If not, then I’m gonna resign.

I hate being a wimp, but this job is very physical what with lifting and standing for 8 hours and I wince to imagine what 12 I’ll be like. I feel like I’m gonna disappoint my folks. I’ve asked my mom and she hates the idea of me working so much, but I gotta get my dad’s input. I know that this is a lesson learned after I sort of blew school off in hopes of higher ground with a job. They’re gonna preach to me how I gotta take school seriously and get good grades. Geez, no pressure, guys. I’ve seen the real world, how desperate people become and I don’t wanna end up like that. So, I may be entering school again before the year is out for the spring semester despite that I’m taking an online course that starts later on in the month.

Also, my fics and AUs have been calling my name.

Rant over.

P.S. Now I can't sleep...and I need it for tonight. Just so stressed. ~.~

jamesthetaco thetiniestdragonsden simple-fan-girl livelongandtenpointstohufflepuff

[pillmans-9mm]

Ball is NOT life. #ballislife #ballisnotlife #FailureAtLife

[talisaline]

#nosociallife #FailureAtLife #collegeproblems #vine