Aug 22, 2021
this is the good kind of sunday
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this is the good kind of sunday
it’s been a few months since i’ve cried over the boys and i guess today just shows that it’ll never really be gone
i need just one fucking month when i don’t get soul-crushing news from the vet
mother, it is I, your darling boy
we’re into the last 24 hours with skids and this all feels like a nightmare
So the idea right now seems to be just wait and see, taking it day by day. Thankfully he doesn’t seem to be in pain, and while he’s acting sick, he’s not acting like he’s on death’s door. I don’t want to keep him here to the point of cruelty, but he seems to be managing ok during the day. I just don’t even know how to begin to say goodbye
how are you supposed to decide for another living thing when it’s the right time to die?
Got the worst possible news from the vet today after the ultrasound and I have been crying for almost 8 hours