I wish I could draw better, I wish I could do something more, something more to thank Markiplier for what he has not only done for the community, but for even a single person he's never met. I feel empty not being able to help out except for one livestream, and never get my projects done. I can't thank him enough for what he has done for me, and so many other people, but I don't know how to express it. I'm one out of 6mill and on. All my life I have been barely noticed no matter what. I'm just average. I've had a rough life, and many times I want it to just end, and have tried to end it. I've been watching Markiplier's videos for almost two years now. I've had my heart brutally ripped out, I've lost so many friends, I got suspended from college, and the whole time battling against depression and all the various problems with my body. Very little makes me laugh lately being on so many different medications, but somehow, I always smile when I see one of his videos or see a dorky video/ picture up on his tumblr or Facebook. Even in the darkest depths of depression, his videos helped me see a light in the abyss. I actually felt like I could achieve what I want, that I am actually important. So many other people have told me that, but it all seemed forced because they didn't want to hurt my feelings, but his voice, his sincerity, it was absolute honesty. He was once just a boy from Cincinnati, not knowing what he wanted to do in life, and now look at him. He's created such a community unlike any other. He raises so much money for charity, and gives so much himself. Just.... I wish there was I way I could express my gratitude besides through ranting in text, to actually create something that I can be proud of, and finally be noticed.
