#falsepiety

[paulielipman-blog]

#falsepiety #walkthetalk #poetry

[nonprophet-blog1]

🛀 .. :-)

He’s so difficult to read, sometimes.

Or maybe it wasn’t that. Maybe she couldn’t say that. He touched her often, whether it was in the form of tight kisses to her temple or the motion of playing with her hair. He was affectionate enough. He was everything. He cared for her, indulged her, listened to her.

Her vision blurs, angry tears stinging dark, bloodshot eyes. It was her fault for drinking. Her fault for losing it a little bit, frightened at the anxiety-induced belief that he may not take her seriously. Ben may not see.

See what? Her head begins to throb, the scent of rosewater and honey straining to fill clogged nostrils. See what? How much I love him. He doesn’t take me seriously. He doesn’t take me seriously. Her hands lift, burying a stubborn, tear-stained face in the palms. I’m not good for this. I’m not good for him, I’m fucked up, I’m fucked up. 

Madonna doesn’t know what she’s afraid of.

But she stirs in the confines of the tub as she’s disturbed, eyes remaining tightly shut, unwilling  (  ashamed, perhaps  )  to look up at him  (  Look at him, he’s so cute. Stop being a brat. Stop crying. Stop crying. He’s here. He’s here.  ). It was hard to see that. She sniffs, soon keening forward  —-  crawling until she can bury her face in Ben’s chest, breath a small whimper against flushed skin.

She doesn’t know what the fuck she’s so afraid of.

❛  Sorry...I’m fucked up...I’m sorry I yelled  —- sorry..  ❜  She feels small, apologizing like that. Her anxieties churn in the pit of her stomach, forced away by the prophetess. She doesn’t want to think about it anymore. She doesn’t want to feel it anymore. 

❛   ...Just stay here.   ❜  It’s a whisper, not as strong as she would have hoped.   ❛   You don’t have to understand. Just stay with me for a while.   ❜

[nonprophet-blog1]

falsepiety replied to your post:falsepiety replied to your post:i just screamed at...

im neo emo

im goinnnnnnng to die

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falsepiety replied to your post:i just screamed at charley @falsepiety because...

thank u for educating me abt scene and emo culture i will not make this mistake again

my roommate said sufjan stevens is new emo music 

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falsepiety replied to your post:when you lose your lighter

come over n use mine

im on the way 

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madonna: *sees ben* madonna: *screams for three hours*

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❛   Oh my god  —--  Oh my god.   ❜   It’s him. Is it really him? It’s definitely him. She wants to scream. She thinks she could. He looks so good, so cool  —-  so everything and she’s welling up with emotion. Tears flood her vision, hands clasping at her breast for a handful of moments before she’s lunging into his arms.   ❛   Ben! Ben, Ben  —-  you big idiot. Where’d you go again, hmm? You always disappear, do you really hate me that much?   ❜    // @falsepiety