Mar 22, 2014
Saturday, March 22
Today is the day.
I broke my commitment. For somewhat relationship I think I could maintain. This is going to work. This is my first time after all. I would be lying if I said I feel okay, there's no worries or anything. Because I'm actually quite scared about this. What if things go wrong? What if I made the wrong choice? That wouldn't be very wise of me.
But there's this whisper I keep on hearing, " you'll be okay, you'll do fine, don't worry. " I guess it's hope. I'm terribly scared and hope's what keeping me from quitting.
I really like this guy and I want to be the reason why he smiles.