Dec 16, 2014
i love him
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i love him
he makes me so happy..
so please just don't go like everybody else
what if i cant do this, what if i fail
the anger that i have right now. dont believe shit people say, you can only trust yourself and family. "i'll always be here" really? cause you are all pieces of shit go fuck yourselves for the past 4 years ive done nothing but care about what other people think and what people want in there lives. what the fuck about me? for the first time in my life im doing something for me so anybody who wants to talk shit, go right ahead. i dont give two shits if it seems like im being selfish or don't wanna go out and drop 300 a night on getting hammered or whatever the fuck there is to do. how about for two seconds somebody stops to think that maybe mommy and daddy isn't handing me money? i have to work my fucking ass off for everything that i have. working and being in college full time isn't a fucking game. its real life. Or that i have all this free time on my hands to go out and pop bottles. im doing this for me and my family and anybody who doesn't understand that doesnt deserve a place in my life. im not trying to put myself above anybody else because i sure as hell am not but alot of people need to get a grip on reality and open there fucking eyes. the people who walk out for bullshit reasons are the biggest fucking hypocrites and liars. why don't you grow a pair or actually act like adult? "don't worry you can always count on" lmfao makes me laugh. i'm not upset certain people have left, if anything im happy that they are gone. i don't need them and it actually makes me laugh that they think i care. lol. funny. dont be so high on yourself and get off that thrown you think you deserve to sit on. what pisses me off is that even after they are gone they try to come back or talk like they know whats going on. why doesnt everybody mind there own fucking business. thats the problem, keep your opinions to your fucking self. everybody has there own fucking shit going on, so maybe instead of walking out or talking shit you should wonder why that person is acting a certain way or saying certain things. fuck anybody who tries to bring me down, and to the people who used to be in my life, thank you for leaving. im so much happier without you fake fucks.
dear mark, youre my boo for eternity xo
tumblr, cod, & my boyfriend.
dont leave
At times I just feel like I can't breathe, that no matter what I do, you and everyone else will leave and that scares me alot. I dont think a lot of people realize the true impact they have on a persons life. Like, do you realize you made that person feel so low they started self harming and tried to kill themselves? If certain people walk out of my life there is no reason for living. It's not living the way I am. It's fear of life. I want to start living. But that's a lot easier said than done. I love when people are clingy with me because that makes me feel so wanted and loved. But I'm the type of person who does need reassurance often, does that make me any less of a human? No. I just want you. You to stay. You.
Please.