You caught at the worst time for home movies I contemplated actions that would ruin me you were just self-conscious? yes?
(you’ll find I take responsibility for that)
In the days you were mine I was bliss I was finally ready to grow
up, up, up ,up ,up up, up, up ,up ,up up, up, up ,up ,up up, up, up ,up ,up up, up, up (up)
Oh…. you didn’t make it… you didn’t make it you didn’t make it…
i literally looked in my best friend’s eyes and i watched her die
socio-what now? psycho-some how? fly away and never mention it again, ain’t that right? it’s not just you with that advice all my best friends say the same they were the best at:
dismissing pain abandoning dismantling opportunities to
be themselves
in the days you were mine, i was bliss, i was fine i was finally ready to grow… up… up… up…
to grow up to grow up to grow up
but you didn’t make it…
but i did—check me out
i survived 2015 i survived 2016 i survived 2017 i survived 2018 i survived 2019 but i will dye twenty linings for jackets that i’ll make this year
