#fawniefei

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my good friend @fawniefei is going to a SPN convention in her state sometime this year and she offered to give a letter from me to Jensen

she was like “the first time I heard there was a convention coming to my state I thought about giving your letter to jensen” and i can’t

i’m currently writing it and lemme say, it makes no sense at all lol

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fawniefei replied to your post “it’s awesome being poor”

how are you doing now? ;-;

still piss poor, no money in my wallet or bank account, but my mom promised to send me some money so I’m just waiting for that now.

mood-wise, I’m doing .. I don’t actually know how I’m doing, haha. Not too good, but not too bad either? Neutral, I think.

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fawniefei replied to your post

“my doctor banned naps from me”

I rarely take naps, even when I'm really sleepy. :c

I absolutely love naps. Sometimes I sleep just to kill some time. No more of that, then ..

fawniefei replied to your post

“i haven’t had the courage to eat a lot today because i threw up pretty...”

How are you feeling today? A little better I hope. D:

I’m feeling a lot better, thanks. I felt a little weak after throwing up, but I’m fine now. :3

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fawniefei replied to your post: i went to see a potential apartment on wednesday...

Omg…why is the rent so high?! Was the apartment you were hoping to get more affordable? Oh bae, I wish there was something I could do to help. Q_Q

Yeah it was more affordable. Less than 500€ which is the highest I can afford to pay, but lol no my current rent is almost 50€ over that limit. and the rents here in Tampere are pretty high, it's difficult to find a good apartment under 500€. i'd move to a cheaper city, but all of my treatments are in here.. my therapy, my social worker, my psychiatric doctor...

i appreciate the thought, but i guess there's nothing you can do because this? it's all on me. if i'd just be healthy enough to work, i wouldn't have any trouble, but noooooo i just have to be mentally unstable

i often wonder how much easier my life would be if i'd just be healthy

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fawniefei replied to your post “i’m gonna turn 25 in april how cool would it be to get a greeting from...”

Bae noooo. D: What day in April is your birthday?

april 6th

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fawniefei sent me some more goodies from the US and here's me, opening the package and tasting stuff haha

long video is loooooong

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Have you watched the newest episode of spn? I feel like you might connect with Dean in Charlie. It might help a little?

No, I haven't seen it ..I haven't seen last weeks ep either, lol. 

Do you mean I might connect with Dean or Charlie? Sorry lol my english skills seems to be on vacation for the night

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fawniefei replied to your post “so, you know, i had the biggest crush on this one dude for years and...”

how long ago did you send the message?

i'm not entirely sure, but it's been days

fawniefei replied to your post “today has not been a good day”

Let me hold you, bae. (>QwQ)>

gladly (╯︵╰,)