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👑 👻 🍓
👑 ...someone my muse is jealous of.
Cricket. Campbell. She fucking works for Xavier Matthews!! @cricketcampbell @xaviermattthews
👻 ...someone my muse considers a best friend.
Nikki. Is it lame to say Jace too? @ambivalenceshefelt @jaceberg
🍓...someone my muse has never met, but wants to meet.
XAVIER.FUCKING. MATTHEWS!
👄 + x!
"God, how much time have you got? From the first time I met him, I knew he was a really intense guy -- he knew what he wanted to do with his music and he had such an uncompromising, clear vision for it. But it was also the fact that I knew he was clear about me, too. Once he had it in his head that I was gonna play the bass for the band, he wasn't gonna settle for anyone else. He's a genius -- I mean, all you have to do is look at the fan base to know that his music really connects with people and makes them feel seen -- validates their feelings and lets them know that they're not alone. It's brave -- he's brave. And when all that genius and honesty and intensity gets all tangled up, it can be something that's hard to navigate. It's a weight. It's impossible to hold on your own. And things got bad. Really bad. And for a minute there, we were really bad. We said horrible things to each other, did even worse. But like I said -- he's brave. He faced it. Got through it. Got better. I love him for that. And I've always loved him, even when I shouldn't have. But I'd go through every bit of that hell with him over and over for the life we have now. It's good. I'm happy, he makes me happy, and I hope I make him happy too because he's gonna have a rough time getting rid of me otherwise." @xaviermattthews
👀 + so what's the deal with X?
"The deal is long and twisty and never anything I expected, and yet can be found outlined pretty explicitly throughout the entire Submergence discography and Twitter conspiracy threads. That being said, any further or more intimate details -- if you could even get more intimate than some of those songs -- will probably have to wait until one of us gets the nerve to write a memoir."
"But the deal is that he's my boyfriend. And the deal is, despite any and all mistakes and errors in timing that we have made, he's undeniably the love of my life, hands down. I never have, and never will, love another person for the rest of my life in the specific bone-deep way that I love him. That's the deal." @xaviermattthews
Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.
talk about.. xavier !
The love of my life? You want the scholastic essay I wrote in high school or do you want the shortened version? I adore him and I always have. Never considered myself much of a fangirl until I found his group, and I’m kind of in love with him. Very in love with him. Vanessa, I think, is good for him. If I can’t be with him, at least I know someone is treating him well. I do have to say that my little parasocial heart was a bit broken when I heard about their wedding, but then it became more important to me than the Royal wedding. I’m obsessed with Van too. Gorgeous. Talk about bi panic when I see them.
@xaviermattthews @vanessagable
👀 + do you see a future with x?
"I see everything with him." @xaviermattthews
Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.
So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way
Oh, it was breaking down, it was falling in love In a gas station by the pickup trucks In Philadelphia, it was crystal clear We are the best damn band that's ever played right here
