#featmoon.

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life got hectic. took a break. going to redo my drs.

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Are there any shifters and LOAS people that want to be mutuals?

Preferably... over at least 21.

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I told myself that I already connected to my DR and I dreamed of them last night.

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I will just do what I want and what works for me.

I make the rules.

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reblogging things that make you think of your DR doesn't mean you're treating it like fanfic, right?

I think I will just do what works best for me.

i've been tagging the posts with my name in that reality...

should i tag it as me instead?

Eh.

I'm not going to overthink this like I do everything else.

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SHIFTING LOG:

I finished my guided meditation and tested it out last night. I was exhausted so I fell asleep halfway through so I tried it again when I woke up.

I always feel symptoms, so I'm making a note of it. I felt them during all three attempts, and at one point, I felt like I was swaying back and forth.

I see images in my mind during like in the corner. Let me see if I can add a picture to kind of explain.

It's images and they're covered in swirls so if I try to focus on them, they get further away, but IDK...

I tried to ignore my symptoms and just focus on my breathing and saying affirmations, but I still feel like I'm overcomplicating things.

I just don't get how you let yourself go...? Like how do I let myself shift?

EDIT: Oh! Another thing I did notice was that when I just focused on thinking of scenarios, I felt closer? Anyway, going to be doing some research.

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I am having a lot of fun making this guided meditation for myself.

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working on making a personal guided meditation for myself in regard to the DR I am focusing on.

I did try to shift last night and I got symptoms. I even saw things... don't know how to explain it. It was like in the darkness, there would be images trying to break through?

Anyway, I think my issue is that I don't know how to make that last push... to actually have my consciousness go.

I think I need to view it as merging myself almost... I'll get back to this later.