“ look at me. “ /could be peter or the shadow ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
"Look at me', she repeated with a hiss, hand tightening around Peter's jawline in a feeble mockery of romance. She hoped it was hard enough to bruise. She hoped it would be hard enough to break the foolish boy, stop him from running his mouth, stop him from dripping the impossible, idiotic things he said. But his loss is her loss, and worse, its the loss of it. She shook him slightly, pulling back to wipe her hands on her dress lest she catch whatever idiocy had infected him long ago.
"This island isn't just yours. How much happens without your say-so, without your knowledge? How long have you known that shaded part of yourself thinks you need better? Better than a stupid golden girl with clouds between her ears, better than foolish boys that pant after your approval? You deserve better. You'd get better if only you listened to it and looked at me."
Helen held her hands out, a display and a challenge in one. "I am what is better, Pan. Not someone to follow you, but to push you higher, make you stronger, and follow the darkest parts into the places where you and it cannot be told apart."















