#feeling maligned

[eroticmammaliandiscomfort]

i run away and wait with baited breath

for them to seek me out

my presence irreplaceable

my absence always noticed

they never follow

so they are monsters in my mind, twisted by my tender heart

if they loved me they would give chase

if they loved me they would notice

a cheap excuse and i am gone

nausea overtakes me but

its better than feeling alone in a room full of friends