Doesn’t matter, nothing matters, I don’t matter. I should just kill myself.

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Doesn’t matter, nothing matters, I don’t matter. I should just kill myself.
So, I saw you Mini me AU anD BOY I WANT TO SEE MORE so I decided to ask a few questions so we can get more info about these little guys
1) What exactly is this au about?
2) Does it have a story to follow or it's just there?
3) Is the knight a new character or is it a version of Kinger?
I'm glad you like it! I spent a long time thinking about it so I'm really happy people like this au! ^^
And answering your questions;
It's mostly a "What if the gang took care of ai versions of themselves but instead the AI's are smaller than 10 cm" LMAO
It kind of has a story? The au It's mostly just a concept tbh
The knight (Or Rook, it's not actually a Knight lol) is Kinger's Mini me! The little guy decided to go from pawn to Rook after seeing Kinger freak out so easily and being anxious and out of it 23/7
at the moment, you want...
to be free
you've been trying to leave for so long. something is keeping you there, like being chained, or locked in. in the moment, you feel trapped. your heart desires to feel freedom, and this could be physical or mental, or even both. physically. you may be truly trapped, confined in a situation that seems to have no end, or even trapped in your own emotions. you desire to let go, to feel free once again and at peace. there are ways to free yourself, all hope isn't lost.
to restart
it all feels the same. it always has. the same few things, over and over. no variety, no progress. you feel like you've messed up somewhere, and can't figure out where. you've been walking down this road for so long, it feels like years. it also feels like a few hours, maybe only a day. it was supposed to lead somewhere, someday. it was supposed to be promising, but all you've reached is a dead end. you wonder if you took a wrong turn along the way. you sit down, wishing to restart, and maybe not take this path at all. this has happened yesterday, it's happened today, it's happened tomorrow. it feels neverending. instead, maybe retracing your steps will help. this isn't the end for you, there's still many roads to go down, it's just that this particular one wasn't the one for you. you want to restart with a blank slate, but would that really be the best idea? who would you be without the mistakes, and progress you've made so far?
to be seen
it is so, so loud. everyone around you is talking, crowded together. despite how loud it is, you cannot hear them, even when they talk to you. you try to talk to them, but you can't hear their responses. you take this as no response at all. it feels lonely, and dark, despite you all sitting in the sun together, and everyone's having a great time except you. you keep trying to get their attention, and when you do, it never feels like enough. you can't keep doing more. it's tiring. you see yourself floating in space, it's cold, and dark. they're still down on earth, laughing, so loud. you desire to be seen right now. you feel unappreciated, you feel left out.
still very sick and very sad
I wish I wouldn't feel so guilty for needing someone who understands me.
i think the most frustrating thing about having chronic illnesses/pain is anytime things are worse and i complain certain people in my life just throw things they saw on the internet that they think i should be doing to ‘make myself better’ in my face rather than listening. sometimes all i need to hear is “that sucks, i’m so sorry that’s happening” and nothing else. i realize i’ll always be sick and there aren’t a lot of options for me, but when it’s overwhelming it’s nice to hear that someone’s there to listen and support you no matter what. :(
Sad headcanon
Dimitri never receives the depth of comfort he needs after the tragedy of Duscur, due to many believing it inappropriate to act so familiar with the prince
Dimitri needs all of the hugs, head pats, and rubs on his back in the world and no one will give them to him...