#feelscape

[lillian-wilde-blog]

let me warm you / explosive affection.

*sold

[youpickitrs]

Only in Runescape lol...

Some guy posted this picture to the RS Reddit trying to show the adverse effects of Meth addiction, and this was another guy's rebuttal:

"To me it seems like in the first picture, Aris has terminal cancer. After a long downhill battle involving lots of chemo, her condition has continued to deteriorate. One of her friends tells her about the medicinal effects of marijuana and scared and tired of her seamlessly hopeless struggle, Aris decides to give it a shot.

The second picture is six months after starting to smoke marijuana medicinally and Aris has started to feel like her old self again. her cancer has gone into remission and her chemotherapy has stopped. Despite the cancer being gone, she feels constantly lethargic and does her own "research" into other illicit drugs when she stumbles across the side effects of methamphetamine. At once she's hooked. Her energy is back and she's feeling 100%.

The third picture is taken another 6 months later after the meth addiction has taken its toll. Aris feels as if she is all there but her body is slowly withering away. Strength leaves her slowly as she continues to deteriorate. Each hit of meth brings her back up temporarily, but each time she smokes, it seems as though the feeling becomes shorter and shorter. Weeks go by like days and her mind is constantly numbed by the insatiable desire for meth.

Her battle with cancer is over and she misses it, at least when she was dying she felt like she had a life worth living."

[davros-rs]

Announcement

I just reached 150 followers, which is a small milestone compared to some but it's still one I'm proud of! Especially given the lacklustre kind of posts that I've been making recently (sorry for that again)!

I also wanna give a huge shoutout to Annie for being the first RuneScape tumblr blog that I found which led to her ultimately becoming the inspiration behind me reviving this old account, playing this great game again and also joining the great community here on the tag. So thanks!

Aaaaaand a second huge shoutout to Josh for being an awesome clan mate, clan leader, and a great inspiration to aim for and work towards all the high-level content and gaining the ability to get 3986749827386 dry gore drops from kk every 2 damn hours 

[lolly-rs]

I thought I'd give this feelswagon a go...

it's a lot to read so I'll highlight the usernames! please read the bit at the bottom :3 xxxx

I very rarely post emotions/personal things on my blog but I think people in my life deserve to know how much I appreciate them. So... I will only be mentioning people from the tag, because otherwise this could go on forever. Everyone like kris and laes ik you might read this, get a tumblr n i might mention u lil shitz <3 ily doe bbys u ma lil chilrun. <3 I also have to mention... since I posted about Joyce I've had an overwhelming amount of support and I can't thank everyone enough for that. It's really helping me get through, Joyce's daughter is texting me regularly, but from what she's said I believe today might be the day, or tomorrow. I cant thank all of you enough for your kindness and I appreciate it so much, thank you thank you thank you xxxx

Josh :3 (Zodiiac) my big brother! a lot of people don't believe me when I say you're my brother :o You're funny, kind, sweet, and the best big brother I could have asked for :3 you're supar aweshum good at rs and have a phat that makes me wanna hijack ur account jus sayin. ilyyy! :3 and hope your having fun at work hehe, cya later :3 piri piri chicken is 4 dinner omg yas

How could I not mention Zachkk :3 We met on Runescape.. and hated eachother. legit hated eachother, wanted to kick eachother in the jaw. Then we spoke in our clan skype chat and I was like who de fk is this guy trying to be Ricky Bobby and I didn't realise he was zachkk, he helped me to come out of my shell and stop being a stuck up, moody, control freak that somehow my clan had made me become, and I can honestly say I've never been happier. He's a total q-t, he makes me laugh ALL the freakin' time, he makes fun of how I can't fart, his friends are always awesome whenever I meet them, and I can't imagine my life without him at this point. 1 year and..... um.. 4 almost 5 months strong, I wuv u bby :3 x

JUUUJUUUU<3  u ma btch, u ma hoe, u ma errthin. Oliver, sometimes Olympic. She rasin, but she be glen grapo soon innit<3 inside joke? ye.. sorry if you're confused. Ily bby! ur hawt af and you're rs outfits are the cutest ever! we talk almost everyday and the fact you have a pug makes me very... very.. jealous.. and I luv lil piggy. ur ma bffl and I wouldn't change u 4 a pug i swear - talk later bby <33333

JoeJoe! aka lima aka baby hulk <3 one of the funniest, sweetest and most badayysss people I've ever met on Runescape. I love talking to you, you always make me laugh! we need 2 talk more i order it. x

Corbin / Cornbin! You are such a cutie i s2g! You're so funny to talk to, you're very very kind and sweet and yo' is a badass dude! I can't wait to talk to you even more than we do already, ily! xxx

Ryan/ Zeare/ Vtap I WUB U<3 one of my closest friends that I've made from Runescape, ur a qt! ryan plsss<3 we've been on skype calls, teamspeak, talking on rs more times than I can remember :3 you're awesome dude and I can't wait to talk to you soon <3 wub u!

Chaotici / Dean!! one of my closest friends ever, I love you so much man! I totally forgot you had a tumblr lmfao my bad<333 I talk to you near enough everyday and I gotta say you're such an awesome person, you're funny, kind, and an awesome friend, ily <333 don h8 me cuz i 4got u had a tumblr im sorry ily pls use my drygores whenver u want omg xxxxxx

Stua rt! we've only spoken a hand full of times but the times we have talked have been so amazing and I honestly can't wait to talk more. we both seem to be huuuuge movie geeks and in love with a lot of actors/actresses! That was probably one of the best talks about movies and celebs in my life and it was so badass :') hope to speak to you soon at ivys! xxx

Le Kaspyyyy! you're so awesome and funny :D easily one of my favourite blogs, u where a qt gurl and an even qter guy! you get a lot of shit that you really don't deserve, you're super okay? ily xxxx

Trevor aka Red Gengar!! you. are. awesome. You've been one of the most supportive people I've ever spoken to from Runescape, you are very kind and I appreciate you as my friend so much. When this awful thing with Joyce happened you where the first person to approach me and you've been nothing but awesome ever since, thank you so much for being my friend, you iz badass<3 xxxx

Josh aka Omni Reflect or w/e ur fkin name is now. ur a fgt ok. but ive known you like 5 ever, stop givin me shit bout not bein max!!! be a guy on rs u creepy lil sht. ily even though ur a bit of a nob. i tried but ur a nob, ily doe homie <3 talk more soon :3 xxxx

Avidly aka Joey! You're such a sweet guy and I love talking to you! we've been friends a long time now and I think you are one of the first runescape epoeple I've ever approached to talk to :3 xxx

Sovrakha! Ily hun youre so so sweet<33 we talk a lot on runescape at ivys with joetoise, on skype, at g.e, I think you're one of my favourite people in all honesty, we need to talk more! <3 xxxx

Alexxxx<333 aka Enzymicide! You where one of the first max/comp people I'd ever spoken too :) we dont talk as much now as we used too but I really hope this changes<333

Joetoise! You're so awesome dude :D I love talking to you and Sovrakha! and grats on how many 99s you two have gotten together :3 can't wait to talk to you more! xx

Visu! I miss you so muchhhh :c COME BACK. We talk from time to time and you're so awesome! :D and suuuch a babe :3 talk soon hun! xxxx

Saradomin aka Annie Aka Kristianne, I speak to you from time to time at nw g.e! I honestly love your blog sooo much, it's one of my favourites, you are such a sweet girl and you for sure keep me motivated on runescape :3 <3 ily! xxxx ALSO I love the little jingle noise your blog makes and I've been doing it like 10 minutes...

Eppy Umbreon! <333 I think you're so awesome! I've known you a really long time, since you joined ror! you're so sweet and I love talking to you! <3 i hope to see you online more often! :o xxx

Lee aka themindofregicidal aka Regicidal.. aka, Mod Lee! omg how many names do you have?! ahah! we've spoken from time to time in private and I got to say you're such a sweet and genuine guy, you're my favourite jmod and I love your videos and posts on tumblr. You deserve that mod status so much and you're such an appreciative guy and actually interact so well with your followers/audience, keep being awesome! :D xxxx

Kris, just realised u had a blog. nice blog loser did u buy it from ur mum <33333 u suck ok ily bye

Penneh aka ECTOPHIAL CUZ I DIDN'T KNOW THAT OMG IM DUMB :'c  grats on max u hottie<333333 Ily :3 you're so sweet omg I wanna talk more so so bad, my friend talks about you alll the time :D <3 xxxx

** this is for those awesome people I've spoken too but I don't reallllyyy know all that well! I'd love to talk to you all more! honestly :3 ***

JDC pls orr... I forgot what you are now.. something JDC! I've spoken to you some times on teamspeak and a lot in the tumblr fc, mainly about food tbh... haha! I think you're such an awesome guy and I'd really like to talk to you some more! :D

Ashindice! you're such a sweet guy omg! and I love your art<33333 I'd love to talk to you more :3 you are super cool xxx

EliteVoidz aka Dan! you're so awesome! we used to talk a LOT but I hardly get to talk to you anymore! I really need to start popping up more often :3 you're supar kwl <33333

Divine/ Kenya Not... I swear idk why, I lose it whenever anyone says "Kenya Not mate" on teamspeak, its why i never have the automatic voice detection cuz I'm just in my room dying haha! you're so funny, when you, blur, steve and orion get together on teamspeak its so cool to just sit back and listen to you guys, you're all so awesome!

Gielinoir! I've hardly spoken to you, it's been a handful of times, but you are such a babe! you're so sweet and I'd really love to get to know you more whenever you're not as busy :3 xxxxx

Zack / zack-rs! we've spoken a hand full of times and you're such a cool dude! :D we gotta play minecraft some time >:3 I love you're blog, we gotta talk again soon! xxxxx

Cosmic Awe! we've only talked a couple times from when I remember, you where in ror! :D we talk a lot at nw/g.e though but never had a 1 to 1 convo :3 I'd love to talk to you dude xxx

Jess/Blue Waffles...idk u but ur super hot and ily so much your blog is awesome and i kinda fan girl.. you talk to my brother a lot and he says how awesome u r and I'm like.. phhyeah obv + she hot, ok bye ily x

KChimerical! I've spoken to you only a couple of times but you're such a sweet girl and I love your blog so much! I'd really love to talk to you some more :3 xxx

Tentscape! I love your blog ;o I have harrdly ever spoken to you but I would really like too :3 <3 xxx

jpop! <333 the first and only artwork I've ever done because I got bombarded with requests and kinda forgot to do them all :'))) omg i really need to do that at some point... I think you're so sweet<3 weve talked on occation and you're so awesome! I love your blog and the fact your avatar is stillll the picture I did for you makes me so happy omg, Ily!<3 xxxx

EmeraNova!<3 I love your blog! mime is life :) you're a super sweet guy and I really wanna talk to you some more xxx

Faquax! I loove your blog so much! I don't think I've spoken to you much at all but.. I totally fan girl on your blog and I'd really love to get to know you! x

Tia and Lulu<3 we've spoken from time to time and I think you're so cool :3 I also love your blog a tonnn :D I'd really love to talk more some time :3 xxx

Blur! hi blur :3 we've talked a lil on teamspeak and a couple times on skype :D you're like.. one of my favourite blogs ever, you're really funny and I would like to know you more :D xx

Steve, hi man! :D talked a few times here and there on teamspeak, you're really funny and I'd love to talk to you more :) xxx

Jarno! Ive known you for such a long time, you're a cool dude! we need to talk more man I feel like I hardly get to speak to you! see you at nw g.e w73 :3 xxxx

Hidden, gratz on always liking everything on my tumblr ;D we've spoken a couple times and you're a nice dude! I just think sometimes you don't get my jokes and take them to heart :'3 I honestly mean nothing by it! xxx

************** This has made me realise how many awesome people I've met on Runescape that are JUST on the tag, let alone the whole game. I love every single one of you, you all keep me motivated to keep on playing and you're all so fabalus and ily all <3 thank you*****************

************** if I didn't mention you here please be free to drop me a message and tell me de fk off and I'll add ot this.. as you can see I had to try remember a shit ton of people and now my brain has gone too mush ahah xxxxxx **********

**************ALSO... reading this back has made me realise how many people I haven't had a chance to talk to. If you're not on this list because I actually haven't spoken to you before, pleaaase pop up I really love talking to people but I find it so hard to talk first I'm so shy >.< I promise I don't bite :3 <3 xxxxx ****************

[kingjoffreyrs]

Feelswagon

Basically I went on a nostalgia trip and I like to make a post of some of my closest friends throughout the years. Some stories comes with a lot of regret, and some come with joy.

James: Friend who introduced me in Runescape, I liked his sister, his sister played, faded off, don't know what he's doing now.

Carlos: A close friend back in the day when I was in like middle school. I would log on and chop willows, or be alching on one of my thousands of pures I made back then. Carlos was somewhat older than me, and he live close to me. He was someone I talked to a lot since I was kinda of an introvert. We'd tell each other stories and give advice. My favorite memory is him and I wcing Mages while watching the olympics, and onetime he said "Yo, this chick runs like he's got a dick up her ass." I was young, so I thought that was so funny, and honestly I still do.Carlos out grew the game, he enlisted into the navy, but every now and then he logs on and says "YOU STILL PLAY THIS GAME ANDREW???" He's the only one who calls me andrew, For reasons i sha'll not disclose!!!I don't mind it though, everytime he calls me it, It brings the good feelings of my past and how much i miss it.

Nellie: This person was my best friend on my early days on Runescape for 4 years. Her and I were close, we skyped every day, even on school days.We texted each other from 7am to 10pm, later on weekends, it felt like an unbreakable friendship, but oh was I wrong.We told told each other everything. She's actually the person who introduced me Tumblr, oddly enough it had no appeal to me back then, but little did i know how active I would be on this site now. Our friendship ended when her Bf and his friends decided to get greedy, this was when free trade came out, and I nexed hardcore for money. Basically, she recovered my account and took around 750m back in the day. From me figuring that out, I never really trust anyone since.If isee i'm getting close to someone I try to distance myself from them, and usually it is very hard to get my trust. I rarely lend anything out now. 

Tumblr: You guys are amazing. I remember when i first joined. I would just post nex drops and Rs memes. I love you guys, you guys are basically my family. I've been here for over 2years and I think it was one of my best decisions to join Tumblr.From when I was a noob with 65 rc, to my max cape party, to my comp cape party and now having 200m skills. The journey has been amazing and it still isn't over.

Buncha Dicks: Oh my, just look at this name. This group consisted of a group of friends which were basically the people I talked to in summer of 2012: Blastbogiga, Madison(he's on the tag), Mewk (he's on the tag too), Troy(Actual Rsn, don't think he liked me much.),Heavenseye01(i think that was her rsn, AKA Kana) and Hellblade188. These guys were the group that made me attempt video making. Majority of them are good Video makers, Blastbogiga has 10k Subs, Kana has like 3k and Mewk is newly famous. Mewk and I started at the same time, and s you can see he blew up but I didn't. This group was great, we talked for ages, and they were there while I was going for max, So I thank all you nubs too.

Hb: This guy,I never thought I would get close to anyone else, but Idk, meeting him we just clicked. We corped for ages together, and I sniped his ely. He was so mad because he had like 70m Lsp and i had like 5m.He eventually got a divine and all was fine. But that ely, built a once in a lifetime friendship. You see, Hb and I were so close, I trusted him with my bank, he's the one who helped me step up my merching game. He was always richer than me, so I was always determined to pass his cash stack. Eventally I did, but that was only because I did a yolo stake,and he started to play less and less. Eventually, Hb stopped logging on, around the time ascension dungeon came out. It was sad not to even see a goodbye, but I know stuff happens. I'll never forget this day though, the day  I got my first and second seismic wand drop, he logged in. I thought this day was like I died and went to heaven. Hb and I talked for a while, and I figured out he had some personal issues and that he had started college. He basically had no time for runescape, and I could understand.After we had this chat, he gave me his bank, and I promised him if he ever plans to come back that I will return everything to him.

Mia: Mia was an odd one. She and I were friends because Ap took me Dging with him. We dged a lot together, but never really talked. Not until OSRS. OSRS came out and all my friends and I hanged out in my friend chat. Mia recently started OSRS also, but she was progressing slowly, because she wanted to be a tanker.I invited her to my Fc to hangout, and since then our friendship expanded. I think we became close friends because she talked to me, just to talk to me. We joked around, told stories, hell she was a math wizz, and great at writing, so I asked for homework help. She always helped me, she was so nice, she didn't expect anything in return and i really appreciated it. Like, she knew I had all the dream gear and some, I would offer lends,but she'd decline. Like, that is what I think helped strengthen our friendship. She was my friend to be my friend, and was ever so willing to help me out.Sadly, we all got bored of Osrs and swapped back to Rs3. During summer she finished studying, nd off the bat got offered this huge programming job, which I hope she took. After that I never saw much of her, never really got to talk, she came back one weekend, the same one Hb came back, which amazed me. She told me she bought bonds and was putting it all in the well. After that, I never saw her since. I sit here, hoping her and Hb both log on oneday, just for old time sakes because I would love that.

Saul:  pls.Recently, our friendship has expanded. We talk more and stuff, he tries to motivate me to do stuff, and I decline. Sometime I do, but sometimes I don't. We fangirl stuff together and tell eachother secrets. Ty saul. Lo````````, Pineapple, ARDY SNOWDROP LO``````````

Disclaimer: I'm tired, and I've been studying like all day. Pls excuse all grammatical errors/ incoherent sentences

if you read this all, you are amazing and this is why i love all you guys