#felceyaps

[ferninthewild]

Hi! Hello!! Hey!!!

So, you all know how I'm absolutely deranged? You don't? Oh well, it's not a problem. I will show you!

I have a little, cute, lovely project going on at the moment regarding transformers. Actually, I just started it!

I created a lovely google document where I will give my, obviously personal, opinion on cybertronian anatomy!

"Why?" You might ask? Because I have fun by being a nerd, happens when you're a scientist!

Soooooooo, if y'all want to watch me as I work on it, leave a comment, advice, anything really as long as it's respectful and appropriate, here's the link: The cybertronian anatomy

I will have to manually accept you because I don't want the project to be bombarded, you know? Better be safe than sorry!!!

Otherwise, have fun!

[ferninthewild]

How I started coping with my adhd while studying? TALKING ALONE.

And drawing a Transformers scientis (yes engineers, medics ecc. All of them) every time I feel like I can't keep going on.

I have drawn 3 guys and studied pretty consistently for 3 HOURS.

It's HUGE for me

The three little guys that helped me today are:

Perceptor, telling me I can do this

Skyfire (or Jetfire, call him wagt you want) telling me I can do whatever I want (kinda) (he looks like a frog because my pen kept smudging)

And Swerve. Why breadsticks? I don't know I didn't choose this phrase

Yeah. Good

[ferninthewild]

My blog be like:

Post 2 shit drawings

Post 2 dumbass comments about things

Post 3849958483822 reblogs

[ferninthewild]

Sometimes when I draw fanart of transformers I'm like "No wait, the design is wrong that pice is slightly more like this, like that" then I realize that there are 374849294957392 different designs for every fricking character of this stupid media and I suddenly find inner peace.

Maybe that's why I enjoy drawing them so much? Because there are some key elements that encapsulate the characters but at the same time their designs are extremely pliable and you can do a lot of stuff with them.

I love transformers, I love drawing these stupid robotic aliens so much

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Listen to me:

Optimus Prime with Reshiram

Megatron with Zekrom

I will not elaborate because I don't think there's a need for it

[ferninthewild]

Wrote "Brainstorm" so much that every time I write "Bra" the first word that gets suggested is "Brainstorm"....

It's just as bad as Perceptor....Only that for Perceptor I only need a P

[ferninthewild]

I am continuing MTMTE, I got finally over the fear of reading the issues and gods.

Seeing Pipes get stopped to death and his last action being sounding the alarm thinking about his friends made me ugly sob. I genuinely cried hard for 10 minutes straight, I had to put the tablet down and walk away because it kept getting worse.

Then the fricking message Rewind left for Chromedome, PLEASE. I once again cried so hard my chin was ganuinely dripping. I was nauseous.

I hate this comic so bad. I actually don't, but for all the gods I cannot take these things.

I am WAY too sensitive

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So, I'm going to be a big sap because that's what I am.

As many people I am following the journey of the Artemis II mission and today I am very happy to be able to say that I have witnessed history. Sadly I was eating as we broke the record set by Apollo 13 and didn't get to witnessed it in real time but boy, thinking about it I shed a tear during dinner. I later watched it with a hour of delay and honestly I cried even more. Seeing them cry all together as they named the craters melted something deep inside of me. We humans are capable of beautiful things and I wish this was all we could be: a species that strives for knowledge and the love for existence. I am so so so proud of humanity today. I hope science will progress even further and we will stop being otherwise stupid.

This also gave me a boost to power through my degree. I NEED to be officially a scientist. I was made for being a scientist, it is engraved into my essence. I just want to contribute to this world and let humanity progress further. I need it. I crave it. I crave knowledge. I also really hope I'll get to study even more things than the ones I am studying at the moment.

Ok, I'm done. No more rambling.

Just: I love science, I love the world, I love humanity even if it's imperfect