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Negan! [smacks his back] Whats up my dude?

Who the ever-loving fuck talks to him like that around here? Well, frankly, the accent gives her away.

Still, Negan turns on his heel in one smooth motion, leans away as he gives her the most bewildered look. It settles, of course, slowly morphing into a toothy grin in the following seconds. Always with the giant balls on this one. She’s lucky he likes her.

“Well, now I’d say there’s a few things that are ‘up.’” He chuckles deep, a light raise of his eyebrows. “Which one you wanna hear about first, Ms. Erzsi?” 

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[Just not-so-gently kicks Gilbert in the shin.]

[It hurt, of course it did. Not a sharp pain that runs through your spine and makes you want to grit your teeth but enough to be annoying.]

[He is not about to give that to her, no matter. He will concede her a look, a slight frown of his eyebrows.]

Emese, we have talked about it, you cannot retrive your lost childhood by acting like you are three. It is just weird and kind of creepy now.

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Backstory Ask Meme: 4 and 9?

Backstory Ask Meme | Selectively Accepting | @felelemnelkul​

4. Would you rewrite your muse’s backstory? If so, how?

I wouldn’t! Aside from the ending feeling a little rushed, I have no issues with Negan’s original backstory in the comics, which is what I base my muse’s history on. I would’ve loved to see a little bit of how the Saviors became so large and powerful, see how they cleared out and moved into the factory that became the Sanctuary, but besides that I’m happy with it.

When it comes to the show’s version of his backstory... well, I’d change it to better fit the comics lol.

9. What part of your muse’s backstory makes you aggravated?

Negan cheating on Lucille. There’s nothing wrong with it in terms of writing, it’s perfectly in character, I’m just pissed at him for doing it. Especially in the comics, like not only was he having an affair but Lucille knew about it and Negan knew she knew about it, and he kept seeing the other woman anyway! And then after she fell ill he still went back to the mistress one more time. Imagine being such an idiot that it takes your wife getting cancer to realize that maybe she’s more important than some sex with another woman. It took that for him to realize how good he has it with her. That’s one of the things I did like about the show’s adaptation-- he cut off all contact with the other woman as soon as he found out Lucille was sick.

Lots of things about the adaptation frustrate me though but I don’t want to tear into it too hard here. I just wish they hadn’t gotten rid of like 90% of the original story and hadn’t gone overboard with making Negan even more of an asshole pre-outbreak than he already was. It was unnecessary in my opinion.

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Sexy Headcanon Meme | Accepting | @felelemnelkul​

😰 - Is there anything sexual that they find upsetting?

Answered here! But another is extreme humiliation. I feel like people expect Negan to be super into humiliation/degradation but there’s only so much he can handle before it makes him uncomfortable or just bored, no matter if he’s on the giving or receiving end. It’s also going to vary by partner and how comfortable he feels with them. He loves dirty talk but using/being called extremely degrading names in general isn’t a turn on for him at all.

☠️ - Do they have any bad sexual experiences?

He’s had a few experiences that... could’ve been better.

1. One woman that was into extremely rough sex and kept trying to push him into doing things to her he just wasn’t comfortable with (slapping her, choking her, rape kink, etc.) 2. One time he nearly had a grave accident involving his dick and the reverse cowgirl position. He will no longer have sex in that position. Nothing can change his mind. He cares about Little Negan too much. 3. Not necessarily a bad experience but there’s definitely been a few occasions, particularly when he was younger, where he got a little overeager and accidentally came sooner than intended. He’s easily excited okay :( 4. Having his size made fun, or even just having someone say that they wished/was hoping it’d be bigger, is an instant mood killer. It’s happened a few times. Didn’t exactly help his insecurity at all.

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✦ My muse bandages yours due to an injury.

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“You got yourself banged up pretty good out there. And not in the fun way.” He sets the cloth aside after he’s finished cleaning the wound on her forehead, and reaches for the bandages. “But hey, I gotta hand it to ya, you looked like a hell of a badass doin’ it. Put some of my veteran guys to shame.” All — well, he really he should say most — of his soldiers are skilled at handling the undead, but every once in a while they come across a hoard big enough to shake things up.

“And look at you now, for all your efforts you get to be patched up and taken care of by the big man himself. A fucking honor if you ask me.” Only because Carson and their medics were busy with the less fortunate ones, and usually he’d just have her wait but, maybe he’s taken a teeny weeny liking to her. Negan flashes her a grin as he leans forward, brushing away a couple stray strands of hair from her forehead before applying the bandage.

“Ah! Good as new.” He sits back to briefly admire his handiwork before his gaze drifts down towards her arm, where a small amount blood looks to have soaked through the sleeve, and while he can’t be sure it doesn’t look like it belonged to a dead one. Eyes flicker up to hers. “We need to take a look at that arm too?”

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Adjusting to life in a new place had never been easy for her; learning the politics, who to avoid, and who was actually in charge took delicacy that Erzsi did not possess. Especially now. It’s why she often isolated herself from the others, keeping to herself unless she was needed.

She watched him approach with a confused expression. He had pumpkins, and he had been looking for her. Negan was an odd man, one she hadn’t quite figured out despite her experience with men like him. “Some of the younger kids have started celebrating Halloween like you Americans do, but for older people like me it’s more of a remembrance day for our dead. Which seems a little silly now,” she joked with a smile. “Halottak Napja is what it’s called in Hungary.” A gentle reminder to the man across from her, it was a pet peeve when people didn’t remember. “To be honest, I’ve never carved pumpkins in my life. What is it?”

Negan’s known for ruling through fear yet will sometimes, often with little to no warning, pull members of his community into seemingly harmless activities such as this. Sometimes there were ulterior motives; sometimes he just honest to fuck felt like mingling or amusing himself. It was an art, really. Always keep ‘em on their toes.

At her confession, he put on a dumbfounded expression. “You’re pullin’ my dick, right? You’ve never carved a fucking pumpkin. What kinda sad-ass excuse of a Halloween you givin’ the kids over there? Y’all just Hello Tack Nap-ya’d so hard the dead decided to come back and say hello.” Leaning back in his chair, he lightly touched the arm of a young lady walking by to get her attention. Poor thing came to an abrupt and startled stop. “Be a doll and fetch us a couple knives, will you? Erzsi here’s never carved a fucking pumpkin. Weird, right?” Laughing as the worker rushed off to fulfill his request, he turned back to Erzsi with a wide smile. “In the meantime.” He shifted in his seat as he reached for something in his front pant pocket, retrieving a black sharpie marker and tossing it to her side of the table.

“The idea is, you draw some spooky shit on your pumpkin, carve it out, stick a candle in there, and voilà, you got yourself a jack o’lantern. For decoration an’ shit. It’s fucking fun.”

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All the questions under on shipping for the OOC meme

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How do you feel about autoshipping?

It works for some people, for me it usually doesn’t. There are definitely some ships that I can jump into a lot faster – sometimes you can just tell right away your muse is going to like someone else’s – but even then I still need to RP a little first to know for sure. I can’t autoship with someone I’ve never written with or spoken to before. Can’t just be IC chemistry, I need to be comfortable with the mun too.

How do you feel about force shipping?

Hate it. It’s inappropriate. No one should be forcing anything onto anyone, including ships. If someone says no then they mean no, and never just assume someone is okay with a ship, or assume their muse will fall in love with yours.

What’s your overall take on role play shipping?

It’s fun! As long as both muns are into a ship, go for it. I do wish more people were open to unrequited stuff though. Like, if your muse likes mine but mine doesn’t feel the same, or vice versa? That could be an interesting thing to explore. 

I will say though that if you’re only interested in writing ships/smut with someone, be upfront about it when approaching them. It’s fine if that’s what you want to write but say so before you start to RP. Don’t keep your intentions in the dark. I’ve been dumped by people after weeks/months of writing with them because I declined to ship/smut with them and that had been their end goal the whole time. Don’t do this to people.

How do you feel about jealous role players when it comes to shipping?

Jealousy is something most people feel at some point, and it’s not wrong per se to feel jealous about something involving RP or shipping. The problem is when you act on it. I’ve felt some ship-related jealousy before, so I understand, but I’ve also had people take their jealousy out on me too. If you’re a jealous roleplayer— keep it to yourself, because it’s a real bad look otherwise. People are allowed to RP what they want and with who they want, and you should never make them feel bad for enjoying ships or RPs that don’t include you. You don’t own anyone.

The worst is when someone that multiships gets jealous of a partner for also multishipping. If you get to ship with however many people you want, so do they.

Can shipping lead to a good story and overall character development?

Of course! Feelings, romance, sexuality— they’re a part of life for most people and shipping can bring out and dive into parts of a muse’s character that you may not have gotten to explore before. Shipping and all the types of relationships that can come from shipping can create all sorts of interesting situations.

Is shipping necessary for role playing?

I think it ultimately depends on what someone’s looking to get out of roleplaying. Is shipping absolutely required for RP, in general? Of course not. I’ve had a dozen RP blogs now and the majority of them never had any developed ships, and I still had a great time. I won’t lie— I wish I could’ve shipped on some of those blogs that didn’t have any, because there were things I personally wanted to explore that required certain kinds of relationships. But there are endless possibilities in writing that don’t require shipping. Not everything needs to include romance or sex. So while many people like it, it’s possible to have fun and fulfilling RPs without it too. 

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🔎 - Random detail about them

All the Little Things Meme | Accepting | @felelemnelkul​

I’m indecisive, so have a random assortment of little physical details:

Negan’s nose wrinkles when he smiles real big.

He has straight hair that gets a little curly when it’s wet. 

He has veiny hands and arms.

He’s overall in good physical shape, but his knees crack and pop a lot especially when moving to sit or stand. Sometimes they ache. It annoys him.

There’s a scar just above his left knee where a bullet grazed him.

The scar on his cheekbone is the only one he got before the outbreak. The rest came after, and were all caused by other people trying to harm/kill him.