#feli yaps

[mwahforbucky]

appreciation post!

hello everyone (:3 = )3 .ᐟ

this post is just me yapping to do a little celebration on reaching 100 followers and 1000+ notes on my latest fic 'its all for you' !!

thank you to everyone i never thought id actually reach a number, and im glad the fic kind of resonated with those that went through a similar thing.

now lets move on to the people that basically got me here heh.

@/Cass ♡ cass was a friend i met online and was the first person that shared a thirst towards seb/bucky like me. she showed me most of the writers here and introduced me to.. tumblr. i was so lost navigating for so long but i love her, tumblr fics are amazing.. i salivated reading all of your fics. if you see this cass, i love you so dearly don't forget our tiktok streaks..

@superbassbuck ❤︎⁠ my dearest pauline, actually my first mutual and follower on tumblr!! (besides cheezbot..) she was so supportive and helpful on how to make a theme + coloured text + navigate tumblr. I bother her in dms a lot, im so happy she isn't tired of me yet hehe.. I hope you're doing well mwah mwah, i will always be tennis instructor bucky's number one client ;)

@planetbucky @tw1sters @buckysgirlll @pinksplace @houseofhyde @iamthatonefangirl @blowingbarnes @chateaubarnes @spdrveil @stanmarvelous @mcrdvcks @heldbybarnes @54nboo @lunexiax @eterna1reverie @nonotwithoutu @aquaticmercy @juniebjonesin @wildflowersandvibranium @dolcesaints @artficlly @phoenix-in-writing @unificsation @barnes-babydoll (hope i didn't miss anyone) OKAY this is a bunch of people im tagging and im nervous (please don't get mad im sorry), these writers have such amazing fics that i read when i was a lurker, honestly each and one of you have inspired me to be a writer as well. before the two fics i've written, i have never written fanfic before so it is an experience and im happy my first was with this community. I love each and one of you, please take care :) don't ever go bald.

@metal-armed-muse @sheriff-bodecker @firingstars @itzzkaylaaa my lovely moots (friends.. i hope? ill take u all out on a date.) you all have been such sweethearts to me, Kie you have such a sweet soul and i can never get enough of 'bad at talking' i need him. Thank you for being super kind to me even if we don't interact that much. STEVIE, my dear seal twin we just became moots but you're very lovely. thank you for talking w me :D you're so funny and i have been using your quote 'nipples pointing north' twice already. Yari...... no way u found my fic in the galentines event and decided to be mutuals?! I have been lurking in your acc from the very first bwa event, i miss you i hope you're well. Kayla! i don't know you that well yet but trust me i've been lurking and checking your accounts (the bucky one) and it always warms my heart, i hope to talk to you more <3

@/lynxydynx , @dad-cetemol lynxy doesn't have tumblr so i linked her artfight account. THESE TWO ARE MY PROOFREADERS, lynxy did the first two fics and cetemol did the bonus drabble. THEY DONT EVEN LIKE BUCKY but will proofread for me, i love love love these two. thank you for sticking w me while i tweak out over the fics. (also the name Noah for the fic was from lynxy, so thank her for that). cetemol whens the wallter sex tape/ smut fic coming out?

@logicallybob , @ashyfannumber1 , @littletaku , @charlottemart these four are my friends who also have no interest in bucky and/or seb.. but they made/relogged in to tumblr to support me hehe. I appreciate all of you, @ashyfannumber1 my dearest actually dms me on discord just to say "OMG LOOK AT UR LIKES NOW" and it makes my day. @logicallybob thanks for saying you'll read my fic tmr (tomorrow is never coming..) @littletaku <- this guy is my dm who inserted bucky into his world. @charlottemart sigh.. you sorry i cant write caleb x reader smut yet.

OKAY ALL DONE !! I love you all, sorry for the yapping i just had the sudden urge to talk about how much this all means to me (:3 っ)∋

[mwahforbucky]

one ticket to the aquarium?

hello! I'm feli ♡ 20 she/her (princess works too)

Come check out the available exhibits ♡

SEAL EXHIBIT ⤷ monthly compilation of the fics feli fell in love with

JELLYFISH EXHIBIT ⤷ a gallery of arts by yours truly & commissioned art (mostly Bucky)

PENGUIN EXHIBIT ⤷ perhaps little drabbles of Bucky (masterlist)

notes for visitors! ➙ this blog is 18+ sometimes, so mdni !

credits for dividers : @cursed-carmine thank you !

[mwahforbucky]

hello, this is just me expressing my feelings on something important. I haven't been on tumblr very long to know if generally it is this toxic as my very first and only community on tumblr is marvel/bucky barnes fics.

I've been in many other online spaces where accusations are made/bullying and talking shit is everywhere. It's not a healthy space, but cmon man?? This is a space for writers to write about their hyperfixation and for readers who have crushes on bucky to read and indulge.

ALSO this is a 18+ space, at least nearly all the fics i have read are 18+ that means NO MINORS. Which means we are ALL adults, so i thought adults = no childish immature negative behaviour. As someone who started as a reader and started to write its sad to see writers who just want to share their works and interact with other people leave/deactivate/delete their acc due to hate and harassment. :')

if you don't like what you see, block! why send hate... its so unecessary to send mean things towards someone just because you don't like what you read. And using anonymous asks for that is actually such a pussy move.

if you think some writer is copying another, maybe use your words and talk to them? tropes and storylines are often reused because its just writers imagining and like omg office au.. omg DBF omg BFD. also writing smut is like.. more or less similar? idt you can be different and write reader cum making a fountain stream like dont say a part of the fic is too similar.

This makes ME anxious that my fics might be too similar like i have no experience in writing and i read a lot, like you people (who send hate/talking shit) are stressing new writers (ME) out. please be an actual adult and reflect on those actions, you could straight up ruin someones passion and love for smth.

anyways this is just me yapping because I've seen a few writers go through this and it makes me sad and disheartened, this is a safe space for everyone so yeah. the moral is, dont be an asshole everyone has feelings and is human. <3

sorry for any grammar mistakes i wrote this as a rant

[mwahforbucky]

currently writing my congressman barnes fic and a thought popped up in my head... cheerleader!reader (LIKE COLLEGE NOT HIGHSCHOOL NO MINORS NONO) and coach barnes... im salivating.

[mwahforbucky]

i've been staring at these seals for the past few days... i love you kayla <333

also been like gone TT but i'll start writing again soon im sorry for disappearing huhu

[mwahforbucky]

2 final assignments due this friday + sunday,,, 1 mid sem test on friday kill me.

[mwahforbucky]

15, 25, 28, and 30! For the ask game please!! 🩵

hi davina :D <333 thank you for asking ! i asked back :O i hope those questions are okay

15 - Comfort food?

I've said a few but ill put another one !! tuna with rice... :D

25 - If your soul was a color, what would it be?

oh oh! this is answered and theres one where i went in depth, but pink or pale ish purple :D <33

28 - What are you proudest of?

my blog currently :D im happy w my fics(sorta) because i wasnt good at writing in highschool!

30 - What do your hobbies look like?

currently games as well like stardew, minecraft, marvel rivals and deadlock! sadly i have to redownload fortnite sigh...

[mwahforbucky]

hi baby feli, can i ask for 1 & 20? 🥰 - sam/tw1sters

you actually made me laugh that you had to clarify w 'hey this is sam aka tw1sters' HAHAHHAA i love you ill answer anything you want.

1 - What song makes you feel better?

i have an issue w like falling behind a lot in terms of everything, so id say currently 'falling behind' by laufey always makes me just take a moment to like breathe.

20 - Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

this sounds so sad, but i was going through it w art school and my grades in art school were just.. BAD and i thought my mom would KILL me but she was really understanding. my mom isn't the type to be very gentle when it comes to my grades or performance so it was like oh... when she didn't scold me and comforted me throughout the night :) love u mom !