hey so uh. i feel i need some positivity because i killed quite a lot of people (both in my canon and in the source) but i dont actually feel bad about it at all. i mean, sure they died and all, but i strongly believe in survival of the fittest and, well, they weren't quick enough or strong enough. just feel terrible because i dont feel any sort of remorse for it, i didnt then and i dont now. it was just something that... happened. if that all makes sense. (felix from red vs blue fictive)
While I can’t understand your exact situation, I want to say that it’s okay for you to feel that way. You come from a different situation, with different circumstances and different beliefs. It’s okay to not regret actions, especially if you strongly believe it was the right thing to do. It’s a bit of a grey area, but personally, I think that you are completely okay to feel that way! You shouldn’t feel guilty for that.