#felt like ranting...

[countessofravenclaw]

No one should look at the traslations of Mi Corazon Hace Wow Wow... for their mental health

At some point, this had to happen Suddenly you arrived without permission, without a warning (without a warning) My heart goes wow wow (wow wow) When I have you here, all alone for me (all alone for me) My heart goes wow wow (wow wow) when I have you here, All alone for me (all alone for me) Wow wow (wow wow), wow wow (wow wow) My heart beats for you like this Wow wow (wow wow), wow wow (wow wow) My heart beats for you like this Listen queen, I never failed you And I know about the things you’ve been through Listen to me baby, you are the princess of a fairytale that’s Just beginning You can’t hide that you think of me And I can’t deny that I’m crazy for you

I don't know what it is about this, maybe literally the context...

But like Eric wrote this about Nina abouut like few episodes after she had broken up with her boyfriend. We see him wruite the "listen queen" part after he learned she wasn't with Nico.

Something about this just ircks me, it gives me the ick. These pretty self righteous lyrics were written about a girl after he learned she was avaiable, not to mention the girl is NINA, the literal Felicity For Now whose way with word took the world by storm.

Acroding to this song he thinks very higly of himself (highligted in pink), in a very delusional way and is almost deciding things for her. (highlited in orange) .

It's the a whole metafor for the relatioship, since it's Eric who's decided that they should be together and is guiltripping Nina that she should feel the same, because it makes him sad otherwise. (not her problem dude, get over it)

Let's get one thing clear, never in any point of S3 is Nina emotional avaiable for a new relationship. She gives not Eric because she is sick a tired of telling him now and getting pestred about it in all fronts.

[xxcureangelxx]

fuck I miss being able to talk freely about certain topics with people without having to worry about their reactions or what they'll say because I simply know they're understanding and supportive and just get it. but it's so difficult for me right now to just go out and simply message people because I'm so stuck in my head at the moment and it's so annoying and I hate it but I really don't know what else to do against it... working my damn ass off at the moment to stay mildly productive and do at least something at all times possible, there's simply no space left for messaging people... but I miss it. and I miss my friends so damn much... even if I know it wouldn't be the same if I were to message them... and there's the added layer that I can't properly be myself anywhere else than with them... no one gets it the way they do and no one is understanding the way they are... damn it sucks so much...