#femmemortes things

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So I kind of died over the last few weeks because my mental health and depression kinda just sucker punched me out of nowhere but we return (I hope)

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Does anyone else straight up not feel like an adult and like you’re still fucking 16 and then time happened

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Guys I am on THIRD ATTEMPT TO RESET MY BODY CLOCK IF ANYONE HAS. OTHER IDEAS OTHER THAN STAYING UP ALL NIGHT AO I EXHAUST MYSELF ENOUGH TO GO TO BED AT NORMAL TIM FOLOWINgg DAY PLAS TWLL ME BECAUSE HOLy SHT

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MY SISTER JUST GOT FUCKING FIRED

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Guys I think I’m recovering but if I wake up tomorrow and I feel like shit again I will be putting my head in an oven.

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Drew an outfit I regularly wear onto funny cat image

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If I see another porn bot post in the goth tab I’m going to go insane. I want to like posts about the silly little bands I like, fashion and subculture. Not shit that equates goth to being about what you wear/an aesthetic, still getting the typical fashion wrong anyway and just feeding into the “big titty goth girlfriend” brainrot.

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I’m going through hell right now.

I’ve come down with some fuckass shit illness that I think I might have contracted at a Christmas party I went to because that’s the only explanation I can think of. Entire body feels bad, wasn’t able to go to the punk show I wanted to go to tonight despite having waited like three months for it. My throat is so dry it hurts to fucking swallow, it just has random ambient pain too? Nose blocked so badly it feels like my skull and sinuses are stuffed with wet cottonballs drenched in boiling water.

I’m meant to be working tomorrow. Bitch, I can’t even sleep.

I’m going to find whoever went to that goddamn party with that fucking illness and roast them on a spit.