#ferngurl

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[ophore]

hi darling!! your writing is so amazing it makes me smile. it's so perfect and i'm so glad that you can channel your wisdom and depth like that!! if you don't mind, the colour grey~

of course I don’t mind, especially when asked by someone as lovely as yourself <3

cinematic and lush; you are the flickering light in an abandoned theater displaying reel after reel of seas thrashing beneath storm-stricken, grey skies. endless car rides to nowhere in tunnels at 2 am, breath held and cold winds permeating the ground floor of your soul. you are baths brimming with deep-indigo velvet and crushed diamonds, steam drawn into curtains of smoke, obscuring yourself from space and time and the clutches of humanity — “what lies behind these curtains you pull, where do you hide, where do we find you?”

[genderwitchbitch]

ferngurl replied to your post: Read More →Read More Now!

Yes! I definitely don’t think you need ffs! But it’s of course not for others to decide. I hope you are doing okay Ani! I’m doing okay but my emotions are kind of bringing me down. Anyways have a good day/night <3

thank you love for your input <3 I'm hanging in there!  I'm sorry you're down <3 <3 sending hugs <3 <3

[tiniestleaf]

ferngurl thats awesome! yea its a rly pretty place :-)

[genderwitchbitch]

Ani you are one of the strongest people I have ever encountered. You are absolutely amazing and inspiring, and I'm so glad that you've been so strong and that you are here today. I can't say I know what you've been through but I have certainly been where you have. I wish you didn't have to deal with all the bullshit, but what matters is that you're here now, and you've come so far and kept yourself going through it all. I really hope you are doing alright. All the love my darling. Xxxx

I left this in my inbox because I love it too much.  Thank you lovely you are the bestest ever :)  I’m going to make sure that I’m healthy <3 I’m sorry that your life experiences have been such that you can relate to me; neither of us should have to deal with so much bullshit in our lives <3 <3 <3 <3

[genderwitchbitch]

ferngurl replied to your post: anonymous said:Do you ever wish y...

You’re amazing, girl. Keep fighting because your life is worth everything and I am glad that you’re alive. Love you💗

Thank you :') I'm glad you are alive too love <3 <3 <3

[ophore]

Son Lux - Flickers, Do. Eyes Changing Colour - Justin Nozuka, Northern Wind - City and Colour (in love with these songs right now 💕

Great music and great blog, u win buddy

br: 9.5 I just followed ahh

no more, I have tons in my inbox to answer!!! (unless you just want to suggest me songs which i'll answer privately to)

[genderwitchbitch]

I just read your post about your voice training and I agree with u 100 percent! i'm basically in the same position, I have passed with it before, especially over the phone, but i'm nervous about really trying to push my voice further around family and even friends sometimes. it's a big source of my dysphoria. I don't know if this is helpful, I guess I just wanted you to know someone else is feeling the exact same thing as you u-u xx

Thank you for sharing dear!  It’s good to be reminded that I am not alone in the voice dysphoria struggle.  It is really reassuring to see so many people on youtube and here on tumblr who have done so well with altering their voices over time :) I suppose it can only get better if we’re working on it! <3