#fey talks.

[carnivalheart]

the thing about speaking more than three languages is coming to the fact there are days you'll inevitably find yourself illiterate in all of them

[carnivalheart]

i know i've said it in my rules that this is a relaxed activity blog but i didn't mean it to be this relaxed cxncjdj it's just that life's been so weird and hectic that even when i'm free and feeling inspired my mind finds a way to drift elsewhere and i can't lock in for the life of me

i'm officially moving out to work and study in germany in a week and a few days, and for the last month i've been dealing with a really harsh breakup just fine, but there are days that things just hit out of nowhere and i'm left feeling a little numb at the whole 180 turn most areas of my life are taking

i can't chance taking my adhd meds when my mood is fluctuating this badly bc adhd is comorbid with my bipolar disorder, and triggering a hypomanic/manic episode right now is the last thing i need, so i'm left having to take things really really slow

so anyway, this will keep being a low activity blog, but unless i've warned you i'd be dropping something i still plan to go on with the things we have and i'm always down to plotting something more. i just ask for a little patience. <3

[carnivalheart]

i’ve been wanting to write so bad but it’s been weeks since i’ve had a good night’s sleep and the creative side of my brain is MUSH, but i’ll try to get things done this weekend ;;

[carnivalheart]

i had planned on going through drafts + starters this afternoon but i was dragged into a day trip to the beach and i’m absolutely exhausted, so i’ll get those done throughout the week! if you need anything, i’ll stay logged in on mobile for a while <3

[carnivalheart]

i’ve got some really bad cramps today and can’t really focus to get anything done here, but tomorrow i’ll be back to finish those drafts and update the muse page!!